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▲ 2 r/AnorexiaNervosa

anorexia diagnosis

my question is: can a diagnosis … expire or be revoked?
I’ll try to give you some context to explain my situation better.
I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa in 2024 and then tried to follow a recovery plan. Actually, at the time I wasnt ready to recover, it wasnt my decision and I think genuinely wanting to rocover plays a big role. I was forced by my parents to recover and they were even considering not letting me move away from home to go to university in that state. I don’t want to shame my parents because they were really scared for my health and tried to understand me, but I dont think that they handled it in the best way.
In the end I gained back all the weight, so I’m not physically in danger anymore, but I didnt mentally recover. Basically, I still have the same disordered behaviours and thoughts as before, just in a healthy body.
I’m not following a therapeutic plan anymore because moving away from my toxic household was something I had wanted for a long long time, so I pretended to be better to be able to do it.
Do I still have a diagnosis or not??
I know that being diagnosed or not doesnt make me less valid but I really want to know if psychologists could “revoke” your diagnosis.
Sorry if it’s a dumb question and thanks in advance for spending some time reading me.

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u/avocadez — 1 day ago
▲ 314 r/Oatmeal

best oatmeal I’ve made so far

for the base, I added blueberries in the pot while cooking the oats and then I mixed everything with half of the vanilla yog that I also used as topping.
For topping, as u can already see, I put vanilla yog, blueberries, two lotus biscoff cookies and a banana (that I cooked with cinnamon)

u/avocadez — 3 days ago
▲ 49 r/depressionmeals

Everything I do is pointless, I’m just a waste of space and resources of this world. Onigiri with mayo & tuna and salmon & avocado roll.

All I ever wanted since I was younger was to die. everything I’ve done until now was only because of social pressure and I didnt want to show my parents how useless was giving birth to me. I’ve never had a dream or a purpose in life, and its becoming really hard to continue like this.
I have never felt accepted. When I’m with someone, I’m just there but no one actually WANT me there. I dont even feel romantic attraction because I cant find the purpose in being in a romantic relationship and I dont want to be a burden to anyone. For this I feel left behind because all my peers only talk about their love interests. I didnt even ever had a best friend, to all the people I know I’m just a casual friend, I’m just a “phase” and not a friend that they want to keep in their life over the years.
I always keep everything to myself and its suffucating me, but of course I wont talk about my struggles with people because I’m ashamed of who I am and they already have their own problems. Besides, nobody is Interested in how I feel anyway.
My poor mental health made me uninterested in hobbies so I dont have anything I truly enjoy doing and I feel an enormous sense of guilt every day for being such a boring and useless person. I actually tried to find something to distract myself, but it was unsuccessful and I keep wasting my time doing nothing at all.
The more time passes, the harder it becomes for me to leave my room because I feel ashamed of myself and I dont want to be perceived by anyone. Now that I live alone, no one checks on me (at least before I had my dad) and I’ve been inside my room for days.
as it that wasnt enough, my own mother hates me and for her I’m just a burden.
the though of ending it all is persistent and hard to resist.
Actually, if I have to be honest, the meal is old because its days that I’ve completely stopped eating.

u/avocadez — 4 days ago