u/bakacantdash09

just need to get this out guys cuz my head is gonna explode swear to god my chest feels like its caving in i gave a whole year of my life to a girl who just looked at my love like some transaction i came from absolute rock bottom n fought my way out of some really dark shit to be an offensive cyber security expert n build a future in uni i wanted to be a real man with her so for the first 7 months i bled myself dry treating her like a literal queen i brought her into my dropshipping business so she wouldnt struggle paid for everything n gave her so much power that i forced myself to look the other way when she was snapping other guys but she had this twisted cheap complex from her past she actually believed that if she loved me back or made real effort she would look cheap so she starved me of intimacy so i keep chasing her eventually my soul just burned out y cant pour everything into someone who gives absolutely nothing back so for the last 5 months i finally stood my ground set some masculine boundaries n told her i just want a 50 50 partnership instead of stepping up her ego completely shattered all at once my boundaries became toxic n she started saying that i traumatized her just so she could sleep at night without feeling guilty for destroying us.

but the thing that destroyed me inside wasnt even the breakup it was how easily she erased me i see it now she started checking out a month and a half before it even ended out of nowhere she started obsessing over the gym n her diet not to look good for us but to prep herself for the dating market 5 days after the breakup just 5 days n she was already with some low effort 17 follower rebound guy n this is the part where i hate myself the panic hit me so hard i completely lost my frame i called her for 2 straight hours crying n begging for a second chance i literally poured my heart out trying to save us but she just sat there n used my pain to feed her ego coldly telling me that she moved on a long time ago n blaming me for everything when i saw that she didnt give a single damn about my tears that humiliation hit me like a train but god it was the exact shock my brain needed to wake up i stopped begging picked up whatever dignity i had left on that floor blocked her 2 numbers with my own hands n cut the cord completely erased her entirely from my existence if she ever thinks about coming back one day she will get nothing but her old gifts thrown at her in dead silence.

the hard truth for every guy and girl reading this swear to god y cant buy love with money or by playing the savior if y build a girls life n fix her problems while she plays games on snapchat she will just use that confidence n resources y gave her to jump to the next guy n never beg a ghost if she replaces y in 5 days man she checked out of the relationship months ago so never cry over a girl who replaces y in a week cuz the version of her y loved never actually existed she was just wearing a mask while y were paying for her time n run away from that cheap complex if y r dealing with a girl who thinks treating a man right n being loyal makes her look cheap run for ur life y cannot fix a corrupted mind with pure intentions ur just gonna drive urself crazy n dignity is above everything the only closure y will ever need is that disrespect she gave y dont wait for an apology or wait for her to block y grab ur dignity block her from everywhere cut the cord completely n let ur silence be the loudest thing she ever hears build ur frame focus on ur future n never look back brothers.

just need to get this out guys cuz my head is gonna explode swear to god my chest feels like its caving in i gave a whole year of my life to a girl who just looked at my love like some transaction i came from absolute rock bottom n fought my way out of some really dark shit to be an offensive cyber security expert n build a future in uni i wanted to be a real man with her so for the first 7 months i bled myself dry treating her like a literal queen i brought her into my dropshipping business so she wouldnt struggle paid for everything n gave her so much power that i forced myself to look the other way when she was snapping other guys but she had this twisted cheap complex from her past she actually believed that if she loved me back or made real effort she would look cheap so she starved me of intimacy so i keep chasing her eventually my soul just burned out y cant pour everything into someone who gives absolutely nothing back so for the last 5 months i finally stood my ground set some masculine boundaries n told her i just want a 50 50 partnership instead of stepping up her ego completely shattered all at once my boundaries became toxic n she started saying that i traumatized her just so she could sleep at night without feeling guilty for destroying us.

but the thing that destroyed me inside wasnt even the breakup it was how easily she erased me i see it now she started checking out a month and a half before it even ended out of nowhere she started obsessing over the gym n her diet not to look good for us but to prep herself for the dating market 5 days after the breakup just 5 days n she was already with some low effort 17 follower rebound guy n this is the part where i hate myself the panic hit me so hard i completely lost my frame i called her for 2 straight hours crying n begging for a second chance i literally poured my heart out trying to save us but she just sat there n used my pain to feed her ego coldly telling me that she moved on a long time ago n blaming me for everything when i saw that she didnt give a single damn about my tears that humiliation hit me like a train but god it was the exact shock my brain needed to wake up i stopped begging picked up whatever dignity i had left on that floor blocked her 2 numbers with my own hands n cut the cord completely erased her entirely from my existence if she ever thinks about coming back one day she will get nothing but her old gifts thrown at her in dead silence.

the hard truth for every guy and girl reading this swear to god y cant buy love with money or by playing the savior if y build a girls life n fix her problems while she plays games on snapchat she will just use that confidence n resources y gave her to jump to the next guy n never beg a ghost if she replaces y in 5 days man she checked out of the relationship months ago so never cry over a girl who replaces y in a week cuz the version of her y loved never actually existed she was just wearing a mask while y were paying for her time n run away from that cheap complex if y r dealing with a girl who thinks treating a man right n being loyal makes her look cheap run for ur life y cannot fix a corrupted mind with pure intentions ur just gonna drive urself crazy n dignity is above everything the only closure y will ever need is that disrespect she gave y dont wait for an apology or wait for her to block y grab ur dignity block her from everywhere cut the cord completely n let ur silence be the loudest thing she ever hears build ur frame focus on ur future n never look back brothers.