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I’m recently no contact with my Mom. She has a personality disorder and is abusive to everyone around her. I love my grandmother but she walks on thin ice to not set my mom off. My grandmother always forgives my mom & allows her to abuse her.
Just yesterday my Mom went running to my Grandmom about drama revolving around me. My grandma canceled our beach trip this weekend due to being too upset about the situation but yet she’s hanging out with my Mom tonight.

I feel like no matter how much I do, I’m always wanting more.

I just got back from traveling 4 countries in Europe, and I’m already excited for my *unplanned* trip next year.

I love staying at home with my elderly dogs, cooking, reading, working out at home, and keeping the house clean. I enjoy going to Baltimore City to walk.

My husband walked over 4 miles with me on Saturday. As soon as I got home I wanted to keep moving so I worked out on my rowing machine. The next day I was so depressed that every day isn’t a “fun” day. I don’t need to spend money, but I’m always fighting myself with wanting to stay home or going out. I just like moving my body and the social aspect of it.

I don’t like where I live but moving isn’t possible (2020 interest rate). I never want to do anything in my area because I keep comparing it to Baltimore.

I get most of my energy out with the home gym, but how do I be content with a normal, chill life at home?

Anyone else?

Hey! Does anyone know some fun locations in Baltimore to watch some games?