u/bella927hat

I have no passion for anything. It is scary what has happened to me. I have gone from a passionate woman who had lots of hobbies and enjoyed the little things to someone who doesn’t want to even step out, go for a walk, grocery shop or chat to people. I don’t know why that is. My dad passed away few months ago and since then i just feel like i have lost my childhood (mum passed away a decade ago). I don’t want to go out with my husband anymore, he tries to get me to go out with him and dine out. I don’t find any joy except sitting at home. What could it be and is there a way to get out of this? Have you experienced something similar?

But wants to have their own separate place? Love my husband but want my own space. Is that weird? I an an introvert and love my time alone at home with my cats when husband is away for work out of town. Am i wrong for wanting my own space? I love living alone, waking up and sleeping whenever i want. No one to speak to in mornings. Just me and my cats.

In exactly one year, i have gone from a medium to size xl. It is so embarrassing. None of my old clothes fit and are hanging in my closet. I have to buy new clothes and i am sick of that. I am avoiding all social events and i stay at home most of the days. I get invited by friends and i make excuses to not go. I feel like i will be judged. I am afraid to go out and meet people who was knew me as a medium size girl.

I have gone from working out 5-6 times a week to home workouts for personal reasons. I am struggling to be consistent and have no accountability anymore.Now i can’t do more than 20 mins of exercise.

Couple of times i did go out and people pointed out i have put on weight. It’s exhausting telling them why. I have had asthma attacks and was on steroids this past year. Also lost my father. I don’t know if it was grief or emotional eating or just inability to move. Maybe all 3. Please offer some advice .

It is torture watching him . He is not made for this. He cant act, he cant play, he cant do reality television.