i’ve been so full of such anger towards my ex lately that i genuinely want him to suffer for the rest of his life. i’m so afraid that karma will bite me in the ass for thinking it, but i would seriously be so happy if his life were ruined. i have so much hatred towards that man that i wish i could beat him up. does anybody understand me?
i hooked up with a very large penis last night, and i’m still in slight pain. i bled lightly during the sex and still lightly bleeding, and i had a sharp pain whenever he would thrust deeper in me. now i have a constant sharp pain in my lower stomach. my pee is completely normal and pain free. not sure if it’s my cervix that was bruised or something else. he did finger me, but i didn’t have any pain during that. this is the first time i’ve experienced this, and the first time with a guy that big.
i’ve dyed my hair copper before but it was a much darker shade. maybe i’m not used to this one?
i’m 22 years old and going through my first breakup after a long term relationship. it has been 2 months, and i’ve started to see people and go out more, but i’ve been having this voice inside my head that my next relationship MUST be the one i get married to because i cannot go through another breakup again. before this experience, i had no idea breakups were this horrible. i went through a month long depressive episode after my ex broke up with me, and i cannot imagine doing that again when im working a full time job or having responsibility. i really wish my next relationship is the one. i can’t do this again.
i had gotten broken up with almost 2 months ago and went down an intense depressive spiral. i couldn’t get out of bed and couldn’t stop crying to the point where i had to quit my job. recently, however, i have started going out with friends and drinking heavily. i’ve started messing around with other guys, and ive actually been enjoying it. it feels good not having to tell anybody that im drinking or have anybody be disappointed in me being drunk, or even being able to come home at 4am and not having somebody to question me. i love messing around with other guys with 0 intention of forming a relationship.
i tell myself this but on the inside i keep imagining how disappointed my ex would be in me. i used to very goody two shoes and barely drank any alcohol nor went out. i don’t know why i feel this way because HE broke up with ME, and i promise he doesn’t care/think about me. but i can’t help thinking about how he’d react knowing that im doing all of this. and it’s all because of him. i’m not usually this way.
i’ve been going through a horrible breakup, and every astrology has told me that my marriage/relationship will be unconventional. i have no idea what that could mean.