u/bimbobobim

I had to simplify the boots bc they weren't turning out well when I drew them, ok

Someone on Discord told me to post it, so here it is

I'M JUST JEALOUS OF A FICTIONAL CHARACTER, IT'S NOTHING REAL, NOTHING IS REAL, I'M JUST JEALOUS, IT'S JUST SILLY JEALOUSY

Sometimes I'm really grateful not to have doubles (ig), but knowing that half the world ships their OC/canon character with MY Greggy makes me jealous

Grrrrr

Hi guys, today I want to talk about this LLB, which I honestly think is absolute stupidity and the most mediocre thing this subreddit has ever offered.

I’m going to explain, point by point, why this is so horrible.

Obvious personal vent

— It’s not like there is literally a whole page at the start of every LLB post that explicitly says it is based on personal experiences, no. But you can clearly see that the author is just venting for no reason in an LLB. Doesn’t she know that this is not allowed? God.

The main character

— Honestly, I really dislike her. Clearly, her problems are temporary and definitely not permanent. And she doesn’t even talk, oh my God. Guys, why do you call me ableist?

The author

— I think the worst part of Diary Of a Weird Girl is its author. I mean, do you know how old she is? 13. Thirteen years old. She is 13 and she is on Reddit writing this sh*tty story when she could be, I don’t know, touching grass. And she even posts every day, which is annoying. It’s not like that shows she has the ability to keep a story going consistently, no. Real LLBs take 4 months to release new pages.

Conclusion

It is a story made of pure projections where the author clearly shows that she has serious mental problems and should not be on Reddit.

And she even speaks Spanish.

What a loser.

Guys, why are you downvoting me

Sorry, I couldn't stand it for so long without writing

I'm working on the new DOASU pages, okay¿ Leave me alone

Ignore the text in the third photo

More drawings made while waiting for psychiatric care 🥰🤗😍

OaWaAw: u/Spiritual_Actuary808

DOAPF: u/Turbulent-Star2925

And now, I'm sleepy.

I’m taking advantage of this dumbass post to explain the ending of DOAWG: Puberty Sucks.

[ UNCENSORED ENDING ]

First of all, no, Lena isn’t schizophrenic. No, Lena didn’t hallucinate anything. In fact, what she tells us is pretty accurate—it’s just that, because of her mental instability, she’s mixing reality with memories. Let’s remember that she’s on the verge of sui-.

The intention was to make a metaphor about how, just because someone has gone through terrible things and is no longer going through those same things, that doesn’t automatically mean they’re okay or that they’re going to be okay.

Lena is still suffering. Lena is still sad. Maybe her parents don’t belittle her like they used to, maybe her sisters are still just as present, and her aunt no longer forces her to stop eating, but Lena is still sad. Lena is still suffering internally. The difference is shown when, instead of keeping those feelings to herself, she decides to call the sui- assistance hotline.

[ CENSORED ENDING ]

There’s a complete flashback to the events of even the first book, with Chloe being 12, Lena being 7 years old, and all that stuff. It was kind of an “open ending” meant to imply that maybe a future book could go back to those events and give us a glimpse into Lena’s childhood.

[ CONCLUSION ]

Both endings are open-ended. You decide what you want to believe.

You can think Lena did commit sui-, or you can think she got the help she needed.

You can think a future DOAWG will focus on her childhood, or you can think it’ll focus on a more typical adolescence around the ages of 15–16.

But yeah.

P.S.: About the “bonus,” I’m not attacking anyone. I just thought it was funny that I suddenly got that spam of comments, and since it was around 8 in the morning for me and I was half-asleep, I wasn’t really understanding the English the person was using (you guys know I’m not a English speaker).

So yeah.

Stupid post.

I’m uploading this while shaking. Honestly, this is a... complicated situation.

Finishing this is genuinely leaving me in a complete state of crisis. I thought reaching 200 pages would make me feel satisfied sooner rather than later, but no. I genuinely depend on this thing emotionally. (That’s why I updated daily. It was never just because I felt obligated to.)

The support I’ve received with DOAWG is something I know I’ll never feel again with any other project. I think I’ve put more effort into this project than into any year of school. Entire nights and days just making pages, entire days thinking about what to add, what to remove, lots of content censored by myself, etc. I extended the lore so much that I even went all the way back to the beginnings of Daniel, Lena’s father. I mean, I literally looked for a thousand different ways to make this last longer than it should.

Knowing myself, I know I won’t let this die. It’s my depression holding onto this thing like a life jacket that I know I have to let go of.

I’m sorry for this ending.

I’m sorry if I don’t keep my promise of “not overdoing this,” because it’s basically my mental health against this.

Lena is not something that can be repeated. She’s not something that should be exploited, but I know that with enough effort, I’ll create something better that will actually be worth it. If I managed to do it with the first book, and I gave everything I had to this second one, then in another project, I’ll do it with all my heart.

I want to thank all of you for not only reading DOAWG every day, not only for staying, not only for feeding my self-esteem, but also for those beautiful comments. Those long comments with theories, descriptions, and even more than one person opening up to me about their own feelings. Because even if I don’t reply, I always read every single thing completely, and my reaction is always the same:

“Damn, I’m so cool.”

So yeah.

Thank you for reading.

If you cried while reading this LLB, imagine me.

Bubai.

First of all, I want to thank you for reading this.

Well, you're probably wondering why I haven't uploaded the ending of Diary Of a Weird Girl: Puberty Sucks, and honestly, because of emotional dependence, depression issues, and other things that don't really add much, the idea of finishing it is affecting me psychologically. So, I'm going to summarize what I've planned, because yes, I said, “I don't want to overdo the story,” but I can't find peace in the idea of not continuing it.

Option number one: continue DOAWG:PS with no fixed limit, just keep going, because there are many discarded ideas, plots, etc. that, although at some point were thrown away for being “useless,” I can find a way to adapt into something interesting and meaningful.

Option number two: finish Puberty Sucks and start a third book, maybe with a more interesting plot, like Lena being older and more of a teenager. Maybe something more similar to DOAWG: Origins, but this time actually focused on Lena's childhood, or something else interesting. I'm not going to repeat DOAWG or DOAWG:PS all over again, duh.

3. Finish Puberty Sucks and continue with this idea of Diary Of a Screw-up!, which will tell the story of Daniel's teenage years, Lena's father, set in the 80s. Although it will have its differences, it will also have sentimental moments, especially because, remember, there were many prejudices during that time.

Or option number four (I came up with this while writing): admit myself to a psychiatric hospital, hehe.

Take this “preview” of DOASU! until I see most people's reaction to these options, because my mental health is genuinely at risk and finishing it right now is not funny, hehe.

The end is coming, I'm crying lol

I finally made a post w him

A sketch I made while I was in the psychiatrist's waiting room 🤗

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My dad bought me my first DOAWK to make up for his emotional absences

Due to the problems I had trying to publish the DOAWG: Origins PDF, I'll probably upload it to my profile. I'm not going to redo everything again just to censor silly words.

I've been working on the damn DOAWG Origins PDF, but when I try to post it, it gets flagged as adult content for some reason I don't understand. So lol, they made me redo it twice and they still won't let me post it. I hate it.