So, recently, a friend of mine suggested I get into Greek mythology. I’ve watched a bunch of videos and stuff, but I haven’t really found anything that explains it in a simple way while also putting everything together I know it’s a huge subject with a lot to it, but I really want to learn about it properly The YouTube videos I’ve watched so far just weren’t quite what I was looking for
Lately I’ve been having a hard time with myself I’ve been experiencing a lot of stress for my future (I’m 20) I haven’t gone to college and in general i feel like a loser I can’t really to anyone about how life got me feeling I have a history of substance abuse so last week I did some ketamine and later that day i took a lot of benzodiazepine ever since i have been experiencing a lot of gaps in my memory for these past few days i have lost the track of time when i say gaps I mean I literally don’t remember sending some messages or when I said that thing in the group chat
I had a lot of mental illness and I used to take pills but last year suddenly i had a breakdown and I literally fell apart and I stopped my visits to psychiatrist because of that and I was just using drugs back then but I don’t remember experiencing these gaps in my memory i took the week off and got an appointment for next week but It’s scaring the shit out of me