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He was over installing a bidet on my toilet and he broke apart of it and I rent so I was scared I would get evicted so I started panicking and had to excuse myself to go cry in another room.

She started acting very cold toward me but she didnt say anything. She told me i could get my hopes up about my situation and that he knew about my autism and that he was understanding. He didnt say anyhting but afterwards he must've said something because afterwards my mom says I have to apologize to him for overreacting and for being no help when fixing the toilet.

She also that im a bad host for rushing her out the door and not offering them anything to drink and nit making small talk although I just moved out of her house and im very poor so I have no furniture and the drinking water is not safe to drink.

She also knows im autistic and that im not very aware of social situations.

She also told me i could look at gary as my new father figure onky to be told I embarrassed her and that he doesnt know me like that ?

I really really hate her right now i was kinda missing her after moving out but every time she comes and vists she reminds me of why I moved out.

I really really dont wanna apologize to him at all honestly so I just might avoid him until can get my PC dropped off since im still moving in.

Idk what to do this really ruined my whole week.

Any advice?

Earlier this month I bought two items of clothing from Amazon because my mom talked me into it and I have no summer clothes to wear and its very hot.

But I know they Amazon sells clothing that's made by people who aren't paid very well or at all and work in horrible conditions so now im spraling that im a horrible person for buying 2 Pairs of shorts form Amazon.

I also feel like im going to be punished some way by the universe for being so cruel. Like I'll have really bad luck in the future.

I also really wanna throw out the clothes but they have synthetic fibers in them and i dont want to contribute to the amount of garbage thats in the world.

I feel so terrible and I think I just wasted so much money and those shorts are never gonna get worn because I feel like everyone knows that I bought them from Amazon and they'll know im a bad person.

How can I get rid of this feeling ? Every brand i buy from that claims to be ethical ends up being terrible and I just can't do it anymore.

But I feel like giving up proves im actually a horrible person secretly and now im over examining myself.

Help please

I've had the exhaust system completely replaced only last year and even after that I've had to have it welded back on to my car like 2 times now.

I don't know what it's called specifically but it's the part that connects towards the front of the vehicle??? Like the part that would be under where the driver sits is what broke last week and then a few months ago it was the back part closest to the muffler also broke and had to be welded back on.

Anyways I've only had it fixed like a week and now it's getting super loud again and I need to put the peddle down super hard to get over 80 km on the highway.

This is so frustrating is there anything I'm doing that's fucking up the exhaust? I don't drive like a crazy person and I avoid pot holes if possible.

Please help. I'm sick of this now.