I think I don’t really experience sexual attraction towards other women and it’s making me doubt my sexuality.
Tagged NSFW because I’ll be talking about sexual preference.
Now that I’ve had a fair amount of both romantic and sexual experience, men and women, I’ve realized that I have a harder time enjoying sex with a woman than with a man. I don’t at all derive pleasure from touching a vagina, or really from looking at another woman’s body at all. I’m kind of indifferent to it. For a while I thought I’m just a “pillow princess,” but I do enjoy pleasuring men (like, a penis. I’ve been with a trans man whose vagina I wasn’t attracted to).
My confusion is that I definitely have romantically liked women. My first crush was a girl. I get butterflies, everything that I feel with men but honestly amplified. I find it easier to connect with women, not just as friends.
I guess I’m wondering if I’m still bisexual despite this. I feel like I’ll inevitably end up with a man because I value the sexual aspects of a relationship and I enjoy doing it with men more… Is that still bisexuality at that point?