u/bravoholic674

The amount of times drita talks about fucking people up, and all the ladies constantly talking about cracking someone’s face - but I mean drita specifically takes the cake, she acts as if she has beat up 356 people. Is she really lying? lol. How has she never got the cops called on her for assault? She talks about fighting nonstop when Lee was in jail, like isn’t she worried she’d get put in jail with her 2 young daughters at home? I love drita but that shit is mind boggling

I’m so upset. It’s been this way since he was about 1 years old. Mommy (me) does mostly everything for him, legitimately spends more time with him, he likes me when dad isn’t around a little more than normal (still asks for him) but as soon as he sees dad, all he wants is him. I used to put him to bed every night and read him a book until his father did it one night. Ever since then, he wants dad to put him to bed and hits me and screams if I try. After all the lovely nights we had together, I don’t understand. I don’t exist if dad is in the room. He yells at me constantly and will jump out of my arms just to go to dads. I truly don’t know how much more of this I can take. I’m feeling so down and worthless, all my friends babies ADORE them. I can’t have special moments with him because he’s always looking for dad. I can’t hold him when we go out to eat, I can’t walk with him holding my hand, I can’t go down the slide with him, only dad gets to do these things. I know I technically can but it will just cause immense stress for my toddler. Whenever dad asks for a kiss he kisses him, I have to basically bribe him. He’ll only give me a kiss if dad asks him too. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to be doing here. I feel like a total failure and an asshole. I’m just so sad.