im at one of the lonliest points of my life, idk if my friends care that much about me/idk if ill have a social life after i graduate
(17F) almost at the end of high school and im so so lonely, i have a friend group at school who i love and i always want to hangout. whenever i ask anyone they are always busy with smth (which i understand cuz we all have jobs and study like im not mad abt that) or they never respond, the no response is what gets me and on top of that, they hang out with eachother often im just never invited. during the 2 week school holidays i tried multiple times to plan smth and only once it actually happened, but i always saw them posting hangouts together and talking abt them in school when i never was asked to join, that suckkkks. they all have licenses and ive seen them go out at night for drives, going right past my street (and we all live in the same area) theyve gone to parks and whatever i just wish theyd ask me, at the same time i know this is such a teenager problem to have but dude i just wanna hangout with friends who i feel happy and safe around. not really much point trying to make new friends cuz im abt 2 months away from graduating and im not going to uni after hs (doing an alternate pathway) so idrk how or where ill make friends in the future. what i know now is that after we graduate im likely not gonna be seeing anyone cuz they are all going to uni and are gonna be busy with their own things but they always make time for eachother just not much with me. they never msg first about anything i always have to make the plans and if i dont we can go agesss without hanging out. this isnt rlly that serious an issue but it just makes me so much sadder than it should idk anyway heres my pasta with cheese