I don't think that I'm a boyfriend to her
For the last four years, I and my girlfriend have been dating, and we live in the same city but 60 km apart, so it's kind of hard to meet, so we usually text, and she ghosts me most of the day, and at night if she feels she wants to talk, she texts and rants about her day, and she sleeps again, ghosting me. I even tried doing the same to her, and then she was like, "Why are you ghosting me?" though I showed a lot of screenshots where she's clearly active on Instagram and I'm being ghosted, all she replies is "tab mein padhai rahi thi toh shayad hogaya hoga"—like, the audacity to lie even when I have proof of her ghosting me. I'm not saying that she doesn't have a life to live or something, but when she has time to comment on her friend's post, then she should have time for replying to me also, right? Sometimes I just feel that I'm only emotionally available to her. "Pata hai aaj kya hua"