u/cantpanick86

I just fucked myself relapsed because I couldn't handle it. Was in sober living had 6 months clean got a job full time it interfered with the program just found out my medical insurance was canceled for no good reason can't get my 14 bipolar meds now I'm drunk cause why not fly with the flys and fairies and shadows that are pressing there way into my life. I plan to be in grippy sock jail noon. FML

I have been doing the next right thing for 6 months now. I stopped drinking and using street drugs went through treatment in a dual diagnosis center. Found stable sober living and just got a job a few days ago. In comes the letters from the state my food stamps are done ok I'll get my first check soon I can handle it. Next day my insurance is canceled they want my birth certificate and letters from my last 2 employers saying I don't work there they are located in a town 4 hours away. The mix of meds I'm on work better than any I've been on. There is no way I can do this without them my symptoms are coming back hard from all the stress I want to give up.