I love philosophy, astronomy, music theory, COLOR THEORY, b rated horror but also just movies in general, medical educational videos, but also just plain everyday wholesome stuff.
I get fascinations of interests, other times it’s anxiety and only wanting wholesome sharing. I tend to be complicated, however I’m blunt apparently. I just want friends and someone who won’t hate me 💀
Everyday it’s the same thing. I work and sometimes travel and then on my days off, I just spend my time taking many naps during the day.
I lack true hobbies, everytime I do something now, it’s forced and it’s a battle of me only doing it for my mental health. I don’t enjoy stuff anymore
I love berserk, and good night pun pun are my favorite manga. For other reading genre, anything Hare, Steven Pinker , especially by Olivier sacks
Other than that, I’m pretty shy unless you get to know me. Idk what else to say 😬
I just work and go home every single day. I really want to have friends I meet up with irl but this depression is making me just be a home bodied instead. The days I work, it’s not so bad and it makes me feel good, but I hate the feeling of going home to be alone all night.
I want friends and be friends with people who are lonely, I’m the same way. However, I tend to scare off or bore people and vice versa :(
Feeling kinda better and just gonna chill at home til I have to work on Friday!
Anyone have any recommendations for movies to watch on Netflix? I typically spend more time browsing than actually watching something lol suggestions would be nice so I don’t have to browse! Any genre is fine
Recently got back on antidepressants in hopes to calm myself down. I’m so lonely and it’s been so bad that I’ve been crying at my work restroom pretty frequently.
Im 31 years old and idk if I can keep going. Life be staying hard :(