Holidays Suck
I’m in my feels today because it’s almost a year since my ex used my girls to help take my son away from me. Since I last posted in here, things have gotten a little better between my children and me, but not great. The girls have admitted they messed up and our relationship is much better now but the damage is done- my ex husband still has custody of my son and I’m stuck living away from my family and friends because I can’t bring myself to leave my son, even though I barely get to see him.
This is the second year in a row that I’ve spent 4th of July alone. The kids are at their dad’s with him and his side of the family, and I doubt I’ll get to see them today. It’s really hard to be alone for holidays when it seems like everyone around me is celebrating with their families, shooting fireworks with their kids, and having fun. I used to love holidays but now I dread them. 😔
Praying for all of us in the same boat this 4th of July.