u/childishlyamy

Okay ppl are calling this combo weird asf. The first time I ever went to subway I got chicken tikka with tuna, why? I have no idea. I have never had that before in my life but I didn't even hesitate it or even give it a thought. And my family just side eyed me about it like it's the weirdest thing ever. Like it's so good what!? I searched it up on the Internet because I was curious why ppl think it's weird and well apparently it's an actual thing, apparently it's considered the 'Chaos order' by subway staff. Like am I weird or am I weird 😭

Okay ppl are calling this combo weird asf. The first time I ever went to subway I got chicken tikka with tuna, why? I have no idea. I have never had that before in my life but I didn't even hesitate it or even give it a thought. And my family just side eyed me about it like it's the weirdest thing ever. Like it's so good what!? I searched it up on the Internet because I was curious why ppl think it's weird and well apparently it's an actual thing, apparently it's considered the 'Chaos order' by subway staff. Like am I weird or am I weird 😭

I hate it and I love it at the same time. I'm happy that I don't have to worry about pregnancy and I'm happy it's stopped my periods entirely. But I hate the fact it's made me so incredibly sensitive, I cry over something every single day even if it's only something tiny. I started sobbing just because I made a tiny mistake, I even just sob for no reason and I have no control over it. Usually happens at night and sometimes throughout the day. It's so stressful, I don't feel like myself. I've only had it for 5 months and I felt myself the first 2 months in but now I just cry all the time, will this go away or is this gonna continue for the next 3 years? Will I learn to control my mood swings when I need to?