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i was informed this would be a good place to show off my sleepy boy in the shrimp pose

So I feel like im stuck in a limbo type state- my mental health is continuing to crumble bc im not happy with anything in my life rn and I want to move home, BUT I am worried of hurting said persons feelings if I choose myself and leave. So I asked my tarot cards- the picture above is my most recent reading from about an hour ago.

My three readings i’ve done since yesterday have all had the Tower card- it either flew out or fell out while I was shuffling. I’ve never had repeating cards like this ever so I was really intrigued.

my interpretation of the spread in the photo above:
Reversed Hanged Man- I’m overly influenced by social expectations or others opinions and beliefs about myself…. Possibly needing to untie myself from a situation and being ready to move on….

Reversed Tower- I’m resisting a necessary change or trying to avoid said disaster

Reversed King of Swords- i’m putting off an important decision

The Chariot- Some sort of travel

All in all i think this spread was perfect- like the most i’ve ever felt seen in a reading. I lowkey was like “damn, okay then” lol

Since i’m still learning tarot i’d like to hear what yall would interpret this spread as AND the fact that i keep having repeating Tower cards.

much love, thank yall <3

I haven’t been tracking my period like i should, but I would say i’m anywhere from 3-8 days late. I have no idea what my DPO should be right now.

Is this a false positive or do yall think a faint positive?

I’m 8 days late for my period. I can’t tell if i have line eyes or not.

Two things to note: I started a new ADHD med and i’ve seen VERY FEW cases of it stopping menstrual cycles. I’m also sexually active so ofc i’m not sure what’s going on.

Lastly, i saw this second line (the faint one) pop up within 5 min. But to me it seems really spaced out, so i’m not sure if it’s a fluke or what bc it’s not very close to the control line like the example drawing on the test.

What do y’all think ?

I’m 26(F), the video above was taken this morning. I wanted to video it incase I decide to go back to a doctor about my concerns. It went from me sitting in the car at 83 bpm to jumping to 121 bpm just from standing up. Only thing is after it shoots up it only stays like that for a few minutes before dipping back down.

My heart rate also fluctuates a lot daily, anywhere from around 45/50 bpm to 185 bpm. I do work out regularly, but even when lifting with my bf, my HR is usually 30–40 bpm higher than his despite him lifting much heavier than me. I know everyone’s body is different, but combined with the lightheadedness and palpitations, it’s made me wonder if something else could be going on.

History:
Last October I saw a cardiologist because I was having frequent heart palpitations that happened randomly, sometimes while sitting, sometimes during workouts. These would be coupled with dizziness and sometimes fatigue. I was also getting very lightheaded when standing up or lifting heavy weights (ofc other things play a role too, but this was just in general)

They had me wear a heart monitor for 2 weeks, and the results showed a 2% burden of PACs/PVCs. He said this would explain my heart palpitations I was likely feeling. That was nice to finally have some type of explanation for those but I was still curious about my jump in heart rate from just standing. So, I brought up concerns about POTS and asked about testing, but my cardiologist basically said I probably didn’t have it and that it was likely dehydration or standing up too fast. I understand those can contribute, but I was frustrated that he ruled it out without actually testing for it, considering my symptoms I showed / told him about.

Does this sound worth getting a second opinion from a different doctor or further testing for?