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I mean is this college good or not acad and patient wise also what other college I should fill in state counseling at 242 marks in reneet

Pata hai aaj kya hua

Note:used ai cause I am not able to write this story without crying

For some context, I scored 96% in my 12th board exams, but despite that, I couldn't secure a government MBBS seat through NEET. I'll most likely be pursuing BDS instead. I've accepted that things didn't go the way I wanted, even though it still hurts sometimes.

Today, I was walking past my grandmother's room when I overheard my aunt (my mother's sister) talking to my mom. My cousin recently scored 88%, and somehow the conversation turned toward marks. My parents have never been the kind of people who compare me with others or go around asking relatives about their children's scores, so I wasn't expecting anything like this. Then I heard my aunt say, "Even scoring high marks doesn't mean you'll achieve anything," and immediately after that, she used me as the example.

I honestly felt like someone punched me in the stomach.

What hurts the most is that I never expected those words from her. I always saw her as a second mother, and I considered my cousin more like my own brother than just a relative. Hearing someone I loved and respected use me as an example of failure completely shattered me.

To make things worse, my cousin has always liked reminding me that his family is wealthier than ours. He'll joke about how they have a Fortuner, a jacuzzi at home, and all kinds of luxuries, while we have a Swift and don't even have a bathtub. I always laughed it off because I thought that's just how siblings tease each other. But after hearing what my aunt said today, all those comments suddenly feel different.

I know not getting an MBBS seat doesn't define my entire life, and I'm trying to move forward by pursuing BDS. But hearing someone I considered family reduce all my hard work to "high marks don't mean anything" and use me as an example was genuinely heartbreaking.

TLDR-TL;DR: I scored 96% in 12th but couldn't get a government MBBS seat through NEET and will likely pursue BDS. Today, I overheard my aunt—whom I always considered a second mother—tell my mom that "high marks don't mean you'll achieve anything" and use me as the example. My cousin has also mocked me for years over our family's financial status. I'm heartbroken because I never expected this from people I considered my own family.

Pata hai aaj kya hua

Note:used ai cause I am not able to write this story without crying

For some context, I scored 96% in my 12th board exams, but despite that, I couldn't secure a government MBBS seat through NEET. I'll most likely be pursuing BDS instead. I've accepted that things didn't go the way I wanted, even though it still hurts sometimes.

Today, I was walking past my grandmother's room when I overheard my aunt (my mother's sister) talking to my mom. My cousin recently scored 88%, and somehow the conversation turned toward marks. My parents have never been the kind of people who compare me with others or go around asking relatives about their children's scores, so I wasn't expecting anything like this. Then I heard my aunt say, "Even scoring high marks doesn't mean you'll achieve anything," and immediately after that, she used me as the example.

I honestly felt like someone punched me in the stomach.

What hurts the most is that I never expected those words from her. I always saw her as a second mother, and I considered my cousin more like my own brother than just a relative. Hearing someone I loved and respected use me as an example of failure completely shattered me.

To make things worse, my cousin has always liked reminding me that his family is wealthier than ours. He'll joke about how they have a Fortuner, a jacuzzi at home, and all kinds of luxuries, while we have a Swift and don't even have a bathtub. I always laughed it off because I thought that's just how siblings tease each other. But after hearing what my aunt said today, all those comments suddenly feel different.

I know not getting an MBBS seat doesn't define my entire life, and I'm trying to move forward by pursuing BDS. But hearing someone I considered family reduce all my hard work to "high marks don't mean anything" and use me as an example was genuinely heartbreaking.

TLDR-TL;DR: I scored 96% in 12th but couldn't get a government MBBS seat through NEET and will likely pursue BDS. Today, I overheard my aunt—whom I always considered a second mother—tell my mom that "high marks don't mean you'll achieve anything" and use me as the example. My cousin has also mocked me for years over our family's financial status. I'm heartbroken because I never expected this from people I considered my own family.

Plss help me out