i’ve been honouring my hunger these two weeks and i gained some weight (some of it is water weight probably?) but i’ve been feeling and looking really bloated and i’m like SOOOO itchy?
like idk why my legs and face are super itchy and my whole body feels so sore when i touch it (especially my abdomen)
is this normal?
i’ve been trying to honour my extreme hunger and omfg there’s not a single moment where i’m not thinking about food and it’s so fucking annoying
i can’t even study for 5 mins without eating
like just now i sat down and told myself id study but then 2 secs later i was eating a bag of chips and after that i ate cookies then after that i ate chocolate and ive done no work whatsoever
even tho im so full rn i still just wanna eat everything i see omg
i’ve spent so much money on food this week and now ive eaten everything i have again and ill have to buy more 💀🙏😭
does this shit ever stop i really cannot take this anymore im so tired of this constant food noise and brain fog
i’ve been trying to honour my extreme hunger and omfg there’s not a single moment where i’m not thinking about food and it’s so fucking annoying
i can’t even study for 5 mins without eating
like just now i sat down and told myself id study but then 2 secs later i was eating a bag of chips and after that i ate cookies then after that i ate chocolate and ive done no work whatsoever
even tho im so full rn i still just wanna eat everything i see omg
i’ve spent so much money on food this week and now ive eaten everything i have again and ill have to buy more 💀🙏😭
does this shit ever stop i really cannot take this anymore im so tired of this constant food noise and brain fog
i’ve been trying to satisfy my mental hunger these few days and have also been eating meals but rn i don’t crave anything but sweets, chips and just everything i never let myself eat before
like i don’t even wanna eat a “normal” lunch i just wanna eat snacks all day and not “healthy” foods like idk chicken and rice and veggies 💀
is this normal or should i kinda be concerned cuz i don’t wanna have a lack of protein or something 😭😭
so basically for around a week i’ve been eating so much more and finally giving in to extreme hunger (eating a whole cheese pizza and cheese cake in one sitting 💀🙏) but i’m honestly so tired and i just can’t concentrate on anything anymore
like before all this i could still study and function but now im just eating constantly and when im not eating im thinking about
sometimes when my mum and i go to the grocery store im just thinking about buying everything in the chips and chocolate aisle and just eating it when i get home
i really need to fucking study or else i’m not going to uni bro wtf do i do my public exams are in a week 😍🙏
so basically for around a week i’ve been eating so much more and finally giving in to extreme hunger (eating a whole cheese pizza and cheese cake in one sitting 💀🙏) but i’m honestly so tired and i just can’t concentrate on anything anymore
like before all this i could still study and function but now im just eating constantly and when im not eating im thinking about
sometimes when my mum and i go to the grocery store im just thinking about buying everything in the chips and chocolate aisle and just eating it when i get home
i really need to fucking study or else i’m not going to uni bro wtf do i do my public exams are in a week 😍🙏
basically idk if this is extreme hunger or like am i just finally giving up the control?
these past few days i’ve just been so so so hungry like the food noise is insane
before i would have food noise but id still be functional? i can still study and i can still be kinda normal i guess but these two days i legit cannot concentrate on anything except when im eating
yesterday night after dinner i felt so hungry so i had a bag of chips then 30 mins later i was hungry again so i had bread and then later i was hungry again so i had cake
i slept but then woke up at 2 craving chips so i had some and somehow i ate the whole thing and kinda like passed out??? and then i woke up again at 5 and i was just so confused as to what happened 💀
idk im just so scared? like i have to take my public exams soon and all im thinking about is food and more food 😭 im actually gonna fail everything at this point
also tmi but ive been feeling so bloated and i keep burping and everytime i go to the toilet i have to take a shit like wtf 💀🙏
omfg i legit don’t know what’s wrong with me i’ve just been thinking about food these past 2-3 days CONSTANTLY like there’s not one moment where im not thinking about it
before i could still like kinda function with the food noise but now i just can’t
legit i can’t fucking study and i can’t even talk to ppl without like zoning out
its like 2:30am and im so so sleepy but i just cant fall asleep even tho i ate my night snack
wtf is happening am i dying or something
omfg i legit don’t know what’s wrong with me i’ve just been thinking about food these past 2-3 days CONSTANTLY like there’s not one moment where im not thinking about it
before i could still like kinda function with the food noise but now i just can’t
legit i can’t fucking study and i can’t even talk to ppl without like zoning out
its like 2:30am and im so so sleepy but i just cant fall asleep even tho i ate my night snack
wtf is happening am i dying or something
i’ve just been really struggling with walking A LOT ever since being discharged and i know it’s really affecting my weight gain and just my mental health
i have my public exams in less than a week but i just can’t concentrate on anything cuz im just obsessed with this stupid number on my health app and i’m so so scared of doing badly in my exams but i just can’t force myself to sit down
i’m so tired from walking around all the fucking time but i just can’t seem to stop myself no matter what
can someone just tell me to fucking stop or give me tips i legit don’t know what to do anymore
basically im gonna be taking my public exams in a week and i just cannot concentrate cuz i just can’t sit still
i went to school today to find my teacher and he asked me about my anorexia and he told me that he noticed how i’ve been getting more and more tired recently
it hit me that im just getting worse again and my brain fog is really fucking me up tbh
honestly i don’t even know what’s wrong with me like i really wanna fucking get better and do well in my exams and be healthy but this stupid eating disorder voice is just so loud it’s like overriding everything i truly want
i’m actually so frustrated with myself at this point i think im not going to uni cuz of this