I've been posting about my families lack of support to me and there neglect of my help ss well as there one-sided thought process, im in so much pain. It's 6,36 I've been in pain since 3,00 I have no pain meds, my father refuses to let me het say and stopped paying to ensure I couldn't access any im broke in pain and weak, aby ideas
I use clipchamp from Microsoft.... but it has its drawbacks
It's a mobile game where you adventure through a land, it's ff1 style, but it had monster taming elements, its developer name was some Asian characters idk from which country, it had a feature were the monsters on your field was dictated through size so you can't have 6 large monsters you had to have a large then like two small, the game logo looked generic pixel art iirc no high contrast characters at a certain point in gameplay you would be able to save your Team, I can't remember any more I really wanna play it again
It's a mobile game where you adventure through a land, it's ff1 style, but it had monster taming elements, its developer name was some Asian characters idk from which country, it had a feature were the monsters on your field was dictated through size so you can't have 6 large monsters you had to have a large then like two small, the game logo looked generic pixel art iirc no high contrast characters at a certain point in gameplay you would be able to save your Team, I can't remember any more I really wanna play it again
i forgot to share this here when it dropped, its a game I'm passionate about and i essentially try to replicate myself in it, (the reason i think it fits here is cuz I chose to try simulating sc symptoms to the best of my abilities), there's two episodes now
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My father has had this idea that painkillers were going to make me into an addict for a while with my stepmother following him using liver issues as to why I shouldn't take. It's been three weeks now where I'm barely functioning due to fluctuating continuous pain ... I'm just happy it hasn't gone full crisis, but I'm still so done with them .... I've explained so many times that painkillers help me to be able to function ... thing is I have no money now because they pay me ... and being hurt, I can't work, so I can't get paid ... and they refuse to give me enough meds that would actually remove the pain. I'm fully reliant on them for help, and as far as I'm concerned, now there are just being selfish with their antics .... for context, I get prescribed paracodenk ... and due to the work I do, it gets used up, so I fall back on cetadeine.... when I started using cetadeine, I stepped up the dose till it worked. This dose is 8-10 tablets ... I've checked the math myself, and imo the 8-10 matches closely to paracodenk measurements and dosage i take ... my mom said I was wrong and that 2 tablets is closer .... I call bs why would my doctor prescribe paracodenk, which is over the counter, if he could just use two cetadeine tablets ... now they bought cetadeine and I have to go to them for meds. ... first, it was the two tablets, and then she said she was running out, so she's giving 1 ............ I don't know anymore ... I want to go back to work. The pay they give me is literally just enough to buy painkillers for a week, so I was working to buy meds to work so I could buy meds now it's just three weeks of pain ....
I'm also hesitant to ask for the hospital because my current condition, imo isn't worth a visit ( I'm rethinking this). I usually ask to go to the hospital if it is a crisis
Guys, what the hell do I do? I feel like a prisoner
btw heres a link to the mrdication i was taking after paracodenk runs out https://www.bing.com/images/search?view=detailV2&ccid=9%2bNxveay&id=8D0227BCE7D46707310CE2661FE3B93654DBFFCF&thid=OIP.9-NxveayeKuze5NuDJ2lywHaE8&mediaurl=https%3a%2f%2fi0.wp.com%2ffederatedpharma.com%2fwp-content%2fuploads%2f2017%2f09%2fCetadeine-Front.png%3ffit%3d600%252C400%26ssl%3d1&cdnurl=https%3a%2f%2fthf.bing.com%2fth%2fid%2fR.f7e371bde6b278abb37b936e0c9da5cb%3frik%3dz%252f%252fbVDa54x9m4g%26pid%3dImgRaw%26r%3d0&exph=400&expw=600&q=cetadeine&FORM=IRPRST&ck=77EB2E4CBC09FE52C1099A9127A4D69D&selectedIndex=0&itb=1
i wrote this in frustration and im not claiming to be a doctor but a doctor litterally looked at me and said take it but dont overdo it am i in the wrong with those meds?
I play roguelikes, rpgs and such and I made a shattered pd video. I'm a small creator tho so I'm promoting my vid. come check me out
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