u/crispykitti

I have worked at petsmart in the past, now at petco, and omg i hate it?? The policies are stupid and HOW ARE THERE ONLY 5 PEOPLE SCHEDULED PER DAY.

This store is in shambles, truck is never done, the wellness room is a disgusting disaster. And yet my boss still has permission to order whatever species of animals look neat, and we have to accommodate them.

Wtf is this

Petsmart was so much more organized. Oh, and I still have not gotten paid. Thanks HR for postponing my check.

I have no stuffed animals or 'childish' things. But when we first moved out together years ago I had a lot of them and mentally regressed a lot due to family trauma. I have since cut off my family due to how they treated me.

Bc of the mental regression and a lot of fighting I caused around it, my bf hates stuffed animals, toys, etc. He really has negative association now and just wants me to focus on a warrior-like mom mindset (we have a child)

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However when I get deeply emotional I sink into a depression of feeling unwanted by my family and my inner child seeks the unconditional attachment/comfort of a stuffed animal. My bf finds it extremely unattractive and just completely shuts down when I bring it up. It feels like a silly fixation and I don't really know what to do about it. Ofc my literal kid is much more comforting and sweet.

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But my mind seeks plush things bc I just can't handle feelings of rejection when my bf and I have arguments or my cat scratches me or things in life fall apart. Idk what to do or how to heal regarding my inner child's pain.

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My bf also has no family but has been on his much longer than I am and has a very "hard ass" mindset about life overall. So though we relate and he does comfort me, it's not always the same.

we are looking for girl names starting with F, L, V, or Y

I do not like names ending in the sound "ee"

I really like 3 syllables, hoping to find something to compliment my middle name Victoria. Though if we find a beautiful name that fits a different middle name, open to those suggestions too :)

Did that make sense lol? Thanks!