u/cryingmangoes

Hey everyone!
I want to see the boys so badly this tour but the DC date happened at the start of the tour and I didn’t have enough time to save up to see them.
I could potentially save up to see them in DC at Jingle ball, it would be about a 2 hour Amtrak there plus the ticket and hotel.
I just wonder if it’s worth all of that to see such a short set or if I should save up and wait to see what they have planned for next year?!

I know Joe did say they were planning on doing something for the anniversaries that are coming up next year.
I have seen them before thankfully! I was barricade at the cat walk for Nick during the Future Now tour, I saw Joe in DNCE when he opened for Selena Gomez, and I saw them all together in 2021!

I think I’m just having FOMO for the burning up tour because Pushing Me Away is my song and that time period is so special.

What would you guys do?

I used thc products to manage my pain for 4 years but then they started to interfere with my psych meds and I had to stop. I would feel so sick in the morning and out of it all day from the mix of the thc and my meds.
I couldn’t cut back on my psych meds bc without them my depression is debilitating.

I have been off thc now for 76 days and it’s like I’m now feeling the full weight of my cp on my body.
The pain before was there but manageable with the thc, muscle aches and a super painful left hip as I have left side hemiplegia as well as frequent tension headaches and jaw pain. When I’d get a tension headache and feel my jaw locking up the thc would help.

But now that I’m off Thc I’m in debilitating pain
The muscles in my body ache every day it hurts to do everything. I type on a computer at my call center job dealing with b2b calls all day, by the time I get off my wrists are aching and my body feels like it’s going to give out from muscle aches and exhaustion.
I’m exhausted all the time, my first menstrual cycle without the thc was so debilitating I spent a week in bed.

It’s like I’m noticing new aches and pains that weren’t there when I was taking the thc.
Im currently on duloxetine but I’ve just started it so I can’t report its true effect yet.
I also am on muscle relaxer methocarbamol and have an appointment with a neurologist in July to hopefully get some more help.

When I take the muscle relaxer it will calm down my muscles but then once my muscles are calmed down, it triggers nerve pain in its place.

Maybe I should just get back on the thc and try to adjust my psych meds (duloxetine, Wellbutrin, hydroxyzine) Will the neurologist be the saving grace I’m hoping he’ll be or should I turn back to thc?

I’ll be turning 30 at the end of the month so I feel like the wear and tear of dealing with this disability is here after all these years!

I get exercise in daily walking my dog and I know I need to do my stretches again and try to strengthen my hip but I’m so exhausted I don’t have the energy after work.
I did go to PT a few years ago and it helped with my flexibility and managing that hip pain.

Any advice is appreciated TIA to anyone for reading all this!!!