painted the back of my 80s leather jacket, hours and days of work and its done! decided to go with both white and red and i’m super happy with it, curious to see how it holds up though 😅
sketched out this celtic frost cover on the back of my leather jacket, i havent started painting yet but i cant decide if it would look better to go full red like the album cover or white, suggestions? tips appreciated as well first time painting a leather jacket.
i passed my test not long ago and i have been driving to work quite frequently, first off i feel like i should not have even passed my test and i feel like how i felt when i just began learning to drive, sweating, nervous and forgetting things. where i park for my work is extremely tight on a double level car park and i really am struggling with it, often times it is busy and hard to get a car park too and i have to squeeze inbetween two parked cars. I NEVER DID THIS WHEN I WAS LEARNING!! my car has no sensors or cameras and i actually feel like i am going to have a panic attack when i am parking because i cannot judge the front and back distance of my car. i just got off work tonight after backing out of my parking space and driving for a couple minutes WITH THE HANDBRAKE ON not knowing what the beeping sound and freaking out until i got to the end of the road!! i am absolutely horrified and i am not sleeping well when i have work the next day. i really didnt prepare to pass my test because i think i am a terrible driver even with hours and hours of practice and lessons.
got into the testing parking bay and fucked up my reverse bay park with my mum yelling at me, got into a screaming match with her in the parking lot😂 drove over a fucking pothole and breaked mad hard at a yellow light and this guy still passed me. i am actually shocked because i thought i failed and because we went back to the testing centre after only doing a U turn and a parallel park and a bit of driving. holy fucking shit my paralell park was dreadful too. i accepted my fate that i had failed and i actually could not believe the dude passed me i grabbed his shoulder and said YOURE FUCKING JOKING. this is surreal after remembering how i could not even move in the car without crying, countless panic attacks and yelling with my mother. i swear to god you guys can do it if i can because i am hopeless 😂😂
my personal favourite deafheaven song, i interpret it as a depiction of an elderly persons last days which has naturally come to an end. i think that this song speaks of grief like no other. “hillside castles baking down to sand” a life of somebody that was once full, recounting childhood memories from the hospital bed, their body been broken down due to old age and illness and in the end they are returned to their natural state. witnessing the deterioration of somebody you love and finding peace with it when they have reached the end. the ending of the song is extremely cathartic as well, i have never heard this feeling of witnessing somebody in this state put so beautifully