My friend invalidates my feelings (and manipulates me?)
I became friends with a girl in 2nd sem uni, originally I became friends with her because my other 2 friends were busy with college fest,but as time passed we grew closer.
A week ago my 4 other uni friends were saying that she tries to manipulate me and get in the way sometimes when they try to talk to me,saying stuff like "she won't go unless i do" etc etc,I asked my school friends for advice and they said they don't think she's a bad person.
I became friends with her for my benefits,grew closer,she help me out with things which makes me feel guilty for thinking that way about her,yeah she's sometimes dominant and aggressive (?)
For internship everyone is moving to a different city,I think I'll have to go with her since I don't see any other options (my other 2 friends are from different departments)and naturally i do get anxious sometimes and when I tell her about what I'm thinking or worring about eg."when are they gonna start the process" "it's gonna be difficult" I feel like she invalidates me,maybe she's correct and she's just realistic but I can never shake this guy feel off,idk what to do?like I'll have to go with her,what can do when I move in with her for a year?