Contradictions, a poem for America's 250th Anniversary

Contradictions, a poem for America's 250th Anniversary

I was inspired by Zohran's 250th Anniversary speech to write this poem, which I hope you will enjoy. Photos of Marche and Hasan edited from nicantaya and Isaias on IG.

Contradictions

We’ve gorged ourselves on careless  

pride: a flag, a bird, a name;  

and cudgeled all who criticize  

our fire, our loss, our game  

  

By any count, we’re down and out  

The empire crumbling fast  

Two-hundred-fifty years of razing  

something built to last  

  

And just as soon as hope abounds  

and things are going well,  

We’ll pray the Earth to open up  

and drag us into Hell  

  

For liberty is far beyond  

Her copper harbor stand—  

and so condemn, the chains we wrought  

on those that tilled this land  

  

Forsaken are the buildings  

where the warehoused workers lie  

Forsaken, too, the quiet rooms  

where prospects go to die  

  

The President, by hook or crook,  

is guarding rot and bloat  

The Mayor speaks with chin held high  

and daggers at his throat  

  

And nothing stops corruption from  

eroding coastal plains,  

and nothing stops a blaze from  

burning all within it’s range  

  

But  

  

— we are steadfast, if uncertain,  

in haphazard march for change

We're under pressure from all sides  

from foreign bodies, new and strange  

  

And we are loving, if imperfect—  

hands together, fingers clasped  

—and there is movement towards atonement  

There’s a dream within our grasp  

  

Oh, can’t you feel it from the west?  

Where what was stolen could return?  

Or in the heat that rises north;  

that wreck of bondage: overturned?  

  

Or in the east, where waves are cresting  

as newcomers climb ashore,  

and to the south, all could be welcomed  

as we never have before  

  

I beg you once, no, twice, to hear me  

when I call out, “Dawn will come!”  

We aren’t there yet, but we’re headed  

toward a distant, rising sun.  

u/curveofherthroat — 1 day ago

My world needed a pond 🌱

Not sure if it comes across but this is enormous. Usually I make smaller ones but I wanted to challenge myself a bit. Really fun project!

u/curveofherthroat — 2 days ago

I have hope for this country again. Real hope.

The DSA candidates running and winning across the country, Zohran’s seemingly endless successes, the rise of socialism’s popularity, and the continued downward spiral of Israel’s reputation have all left me feeling like change is happening right now, in front of our eyes.

Forgive the Minecraft metaphor, but do you ever pillar up to some dumb singular block left really high in the air, one block by one block by one block at a time, only to find yourself hitting your head on the target before you even realize you’ve made it? All that effort, all that building, all to look up and discover you’re already there.

None of this happened by accident, none of it was possible without decades of organizing, and yet somehow I never thought it would happen? Which isn’t to say it’s all in the bag, or that there isn’t work left to do. But can’t you feel the ground move under your feet?

Guys. Look up. What if this is really it?

u/curveofherthroat — 15 days ago

So my therapist is taking a break from practicing for a while. She told me yesterday and I've been a complete wreck. I had a panic attack as soon as we hung up the call and have been in a holding pattern of sobbing and sleeping. I called my best friend and they helped me feel better on the call but as soon as it was over I was miserable again.

I just don't know what to do. I have such a complex health and life history that my therapist of 4 years knows like the back of her hand. I don't want to start over! And she's the first therapist I've had that has genuinely liked me and not just put up with me. She helped me see myself as worthy of love because I know she cares for me deeply.

She has saved my life so many times in so many ways. And she's not the kind of therapist who will just call the cops on you when you're feeling suicidal. As long as I didn't have a plan and promised her I'd use coping strategies, she knew that hospitalization would be far worse for my health (I have a bad history with several) than riding it out.

She's my support system, especially since my mom died a couple of years ago. I have a handful of friends but no one gets my disorder like she does. No one can calm me down like she can. I actually feel safe with her and that is so, so rare for me. I just can't imagine moving forward without her as my therapist.

Please comment if you have any advice. Thanks in advance.

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u/curveofherthroat — 2 months ago

I want to talk about the hospital UNO wild card
On which someone had written
Live. Love. Lithium.
Here we are
In this den of benzos and pudding cups
Playing UNO for the five-hundredth time
With our mental health worksheets half crumpled on the table
No-slip sock feet pulled up on our chairs
Coloring pages
And the lone copy of John Green's *Looking for Alaska*
(In which a young girl dies—uh—by suicide
How'd that shit slip through the cracks)
And some of us ragtag kids here
Rolling dry hair over dry fingertips
Know exactly what it feels like
To have that awful salt poison
Getting us out of bed in the morning
And me, I like my Lithium
With a little Love
And a little goddamn
Life.

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u/curveofherthroat — 2 months ago