u/d4rk_1egend

So after a 5-month separation phase with my TF, I just ran into her just yesterday. The separation occurred when she just went cold on me, started avoiding me, and just stopped talking to me altogether; now, for reference, we do not have each other's contact info, so we have no means by which we can communicate other than in person, nor do I have social media, so that is not something that she could check even if she wanted to. Now, I have always been a self-sufficient and self-disciplined person in general who also doesn't really catch feelings that easily, but my TF is an exception. During the separation phase, I figured that if I ever saw her again, my feelings for her would just come flooding back to me, but upon running into her again, that expectation was broken, which led me to feel "off" or even confused as to why my feelings for her didn't just come flooding back. Also, she was the one who noticed me and initiated contact with me upon running into each other/reuniting, and her voice also seemed a bit "squeal-like," if you will, as if she were excited to see me again, but do keep in mind that she is a naturally (extremely) extroverted and high-energy person, but something about that particular interaction did feel different, but that's besides the point, which lead me to my overarching questions: Is experiencing a sort of neutrality or emptiness upon reuniting with your TF normal? And what are some signs that your TF may still be carrying the old emotional weight of the past before separation? For reference, we did both have feelings for each other, but we just never got together, nor did our feelings for each other ever get addressed.

Aight, I haven't done one of these in a while, that is, going on a rant about how amazing, awesome, smart, and charismatic we ENTPs are, but here goes.

Anyways, I was just walking around my school campus, grabbing lunch, when I noticed a girl staring quite intently at me and making repeated glances/eye contact in my direction, and because I'm delusional af, you can probably guess what I interpreted that as. So, having noticed, I decided to approach her and her table of friends calmly. Upon doing so, I decided to confront the elephant in the room head-on, looked directly at said girl, and opened with, "Quick question. Do I know you? Or have you just been trying to figure me out for the past 5 minutes?" (It sounds scripted, but it genuinely isn't). Then one of her friends gesture at me and go like, "So is this where you were looking?" Immediate silence, then she gets flustered, and then just completely trips over her words and short-circuits and breaks, windows.exe has stopped responding type of breaking, where her friends decide to start poking at her for it.

And that brings me to the thesis of this post: Is being delusional a superpower that ENTPs naturally have? And is the confidence we have, to an extent, just socially accepted delusion?