u/daichi_f-cku

I’m in a close relationship with this guy who’s 18 and he wants to take it to dating. Im not quite sure if it’s alright since it’s online. He’s asked for explicit stuff despite knowing my age. -_- but the thing is, is that he’s kinda mentally ill and i feel bad if i just leave. So he reached out to me when i was in a horrible mental state and i became dependent on him. It’s very complicated but im not sure what i should do as of now. I can’t bring myself to block him since while in my bad mental state i sent him said explicit photos and im scared about what would happen after. As for me im also a bit unwell mentally as well and im very vulnerable. And he’s very kind despite all of this. But im still in a horrible state and am desperate for comfort as i don’t have a good family relationship nor friends. And i feel like he doesn’t have absolutely horrible intentions since in his region the age of consent is 16 but im not sure of all the details or how it works. But ye :,(

For those who don’t know what it is, it’s Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder. It sucks because my parents just label it as me just being an ungrateful picky eater. Whenever I don’t wanna eat something they make and try eating something else they get annoyed and mad. So Ive tried just simply not eating all together, but then they say “if you don’t want to eat then make something else”. Like what do you want me to do at this point?!? Im just getting a bunch of mixed signals, but whatever. Because of this i developed an eating disorder. Sucks that i have so much disorders and mental illnesses TwT
I wish i could be normal for onceeeeeee