McCormick Field. Home of the Asheville Tourists
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McCormick Field. Home of the Asheville Tourists

Nestled in the mountains of Asheville, NC

u/damandan28 — 13 hours ago

Smoking Butt Heads BBQ in Spartanburg, SC

Judges plate (1/4lb brisket, 2 pork ribs, 2 pork medallions, and 1/2 hot guts) with poblano cream corn brulee and beans

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A lot of times when I go to a new barbecue spot that says they are a champion and some regard usually might have been like that at some point, but definitely isn't the case now. However, this spot completely different and it definitely has not rested on his laurels. This is probably the best new barbecue spots I've tried in a while.

u/damandan28 — 24 days ago

I fucking hate myself

I hate everything about myself. I have everything going for me yet the hate is still there

I've lost weight but I still see a fat ugly blob

I have a woman who loves me endlessly and will go to the ends of the earth for me. And I love her more than I've ever loved anything but I don't find her attractive anymore and I sit in my self hate for feeling like this.

She should leave me. She deserves so much more. She deserves someone to love her as much as she loves me

I deserve to be alone. I deserves these suicidal thoughts (but I know I'll never go through with it). I deserve to be by myself at night crying myself to sleep. I can't stop hating myself and I've been doing it for the past 15 years.

I don't want to go on anti depressants it'll just be fake ingenuine feelings

I say I want to be happy but I know i don't

I don't know what to do

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u/damandan28 — 1 month ago