u/danerswifeyy

Have you guys watched that show?

This show is so shit. They have

completed created their own storyline. They have made Gülbahar hatun(the true love of Sultan Mehmed II ) as some desperate character, hyping fictional love & character of sena çakır ( it disgusts me) & WORST OF ALL...

They made Mehmet sultan almost execute his own son which never happened in history????? I am sorry wtf i am raging. How are people okay with this? Its history not romcoms drama that you change storyline.

The worst character there is Gülşah... I don't even know why they're favouring her that much omg...

So let me try to explain everything in short but English is not my first language:

I suffered from anxiety because my entire life i was perfectionist child that always preferred academic validation over anything because of which i got diagnosed with GAD when i was 16 and kept taking medicine and seeking a physiatrist.

But now as 18 year old i have graduated highschool and now i pretty much do nothing for the whole day because i am free so i thought i might not need my meds now and honestly i was tired of the meds so i left my meds which is a very stupid decision i agree but i was genuinely tired of taking meds.

Since i pretty much do nothing except using my phone the whole day like my screen time is 16-17 hours a day which is very disturbing but I can't help it.

So now all i feel is suicidal idk what to do should i get back to meds or try to change my habits but the thing is anxiety has destroyed my self esteem so much i feel like a failure i haven't achieved anything in the last 2 years of my highschool life honestly idk this might sound childish but pls try to understand.

English is not my first language.

I am only posting this to seek advice from someone who has suffered this too.

Pls don't send any hate.