are even positive emotions uncomfortable for you?

I feel like I enjoy positive feelings when I'm alone but when I'm with others it comes with the expectation to "perform". Birthday parties and such are an absolute nightmare because of it. After initial excitement I also am overwhelmed with anxiety that either something will change or the source of my happiness won't be what I envision it.

Just wondering if anyone's similar. I feel like I am most comfortable when I don't have any emotions at all. T-T

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u/daydaylin — 1 month ago

Has anyone noticed how being a little awkward automatically excludes you from like 80% of human connection

I'm not worth knowing bc I cant talk very good and it just sucks to suck 😕

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u/daydaylin — 3 months ago