Bp has said some truly hurtful things
My BP has said some truly hurtful things to me recently. Touching on all my insecurities, saying they never loved me how I was just a convenience and how they only wanted me for my appearance etc. how I am the most evil person they ever met and how I can never change and that deserve to suffer forever. They told me to kill myself yesterday, amongst other things and I’m just having a really hard time coping. I know I deserve to hear these things because I fucked everything up. But I have been struggling a lot and it’s still so hard to hear someone you love say these things to you. I completely understand it’s even harder to have someone you love betray you. Not trying to compare the two. Just asking for advice on how to cope and keep myself safe from myself and how I internalize these words.