u/dheavoca123

Assalamualaikum neurospicies. Can i ask what meds yall taking and what immediate side effects in the first few hours? I just got 10mg prohiper and feel strangely hyper but focused.

Say i hurt someone and they say they forgive me, but the impact has left a trauma that already changes the way that person think and behaves and even give them nightmares. Would i still be forgiven in front of Allah?

I'm the daughter; everything i do must be exactly as she does. She doesn't respect that i'm an adult and can take care of myself; always thinking less of me, thinking i don't deserve an opinion bcs it's always wrong.

I am emotionally mature; i accept when i'm wrong, and listen to solutions. But it's hard to be that way around her. When i'm obviously not wrong, she won't admit it and gaslight me. So when i'm actually wrong, i go defensive mode with her; it's cruel and manipulative. All i'm thinking about is how much i've sinned because she kept testing my temper. May Allah have mercy on me.

This badly affects my self worth, my decision making, and my emotional response. I became an angry person and i'm not proud of it.