u/dinosanddais1

My city literally has so much gluten free shit and we don't have these but then we travel to some middle of nowhere fuckass town and they have them

It's not diagnosed yet. It could absolutely be just myoclonic jerks which could be normal. Only thing is that it happens throughout the day and normal myoclonic jerks not tied to any condition happen when you're about to fall asleep. It could also just be a rare presentation from my chiari. That plus both my mom and brother (as well as several extended family members) having it means I'm more likely to get it. I'm getting an EEG in September so that should give me some information but god damn it.

It won't let me add additional trigger warnings so also TW for gender dysphoria

For clarification

-My former friend was long distance so she wouldn't know what I smelled like.

-The sexual harassment in question: She'd ask me a lot about how I know I'm sex repulsed asexual and what I'd do if my partner wanted sex and when I'd answer "I'm happy opening up the relationship so they can get their needs met", she'd be like "but what if they want to have sex with you" and I'd respond that it doesn't matter because I won't have sex with anyone. She'd also comment on my boobs a lot asking if I was sure I wanted top surgery snd what if my partner didn't want me to have top surgery and I'd tell her to stop talking about my boobs because it triggers my gender dysphoria and she'd be like "well not every nonbinary person wants top surgery/has dysphoria" like I don't see how that's relevant. I am a nonbinary person who wants top surgery and also has dysphoria. Other people's feelings about my body don't matter in regards to me, myself, and I.

I'm still gonna feel guilty about it but that's normal and I'm gonna be better in the long run without her in my life.

I know that I should definitely cut her out but she has a habit of not taking responsibility and she also really loves to take revenge out on people (I know because I was often the only one trying to talk her out of not ruining her life because someone slighted her). Some of it was very valid but looking back at some situations, she was DEFINITELY in the wrong.

I'll be fine eventually after cutting her off but having friends that don't suck is definitely going to help.