I have no money and it's making me suicidal
I have taken a gap year after graduating high school top of my class because I've been through a series of events that left me with severe PTSD. I am now stuck with my abusive parent and I can do nothing about it given that I am an adult now, and don't have any other financial possibilities. I am 19 and have no degree, I have a good amount of qualifications and experiences for my age but the job market absolutely sucks. I am not able to work in person jobs because of the situation that I am in and my parent is making my life a living hell. I am desperate, I need money and I genuinely would've considered online prostitution if I didn't have a boyfriend. I don't know what to do, I just want a goddamn job.