▲ 256 r/Kitten

Watching them do anything gives me serotonin.

A video of what usually happens when they want to nap together. Silvio (M) is left, Pearl (F) is right. Yes they like to sleep on my backpack, I put it next to my pillow so it's better for cuddles

I never had two kitten siblings before, so I never realized how wonderful watching their interactions could be. I haven't been with them for too long, only 2 months.

Because of the heatwave and how I live upstairs in a house, I've been keeping them inside the airconditioned room with me at all times the past few days, so I recently noticed: playtime, naptime, meal or treat time (they get especially wild), etc is so fun and mesmerizing to watch. I'm usually a depressed mess but taking care of them has been helping since I'm happy to do it. Thanks for listening 🩶🖤

u/drowsysloth — 1 day ago

Hiro and Misuzu's Prima Stella portraits

I am out of materials to exchange for Prima Stella notes and Step 3 P idols so I can't unlock anymore 😔 but the ones I got are all I wanted anyway

u/drowsysloth — 4 days ago
▲ 113 r/TabbyCats

The residence I came to live at had cats, and I decided to care for them

Two several week old kitten siblings, who are named Pearl (F, left in first pic) and Silvio (or Sil for short. M)

u/drowsysloth — 12 days ago

Cats unexpectedly came into my life.

Poster age: 29

Country: USA. Philly PA

Vet info: not contacted yet but soon

Main issue: Arrived at house with cats. Trying to give the best care I can

Cat age: ??? to all of them

Cat sex + neuter info: one male kitten, one female kitten, one female adult cat who is not spayed

Financial situation: I can afford cheap vet care.

Hi all. I am not in the best place right now, I am in transitional housing. When I arrived to this place two months ago, I was surprised to find there was three cats, two small kittens and a female nursing them, which I assumed was their mother. After awhile of staying here, I realized the cats were not getting a lot of attention, even though in this house there are 3 people upstairs including me, and 2 people downstairs. At first I got really sick for a few weeks, which made me spend my time resting, but after I felt better, I told myself I would give the cats better care. I've had cats almost my whole life so... I started getting them some wet food and kitten dry food (previously there were just some dry food and water bowls left out all day) when I had some money, as well as making sure the litter boxes were cleaner than they were. I did get some toys but they got lost pretty quickly lol. Need to get some more cool stuff. The funniest thing is that their favorite place to sleep is on top of my backpack I've had since highschool.

Anyway quickly after I started to spend my time with them the kittens started to take to me. One is a boy who from my first time seeing him had the cutest features who I named Silvio (Sil for short). He is SUPER affectionate and loves to snuggle and lay on any part of my body. He is also silly like a boy cat would typically be. He sleeps in funny ways and also cries for attention a lot. The girl who is fluffy I named Pearl. She has way more attitude than her brother but in a good way, like tough and collected. She usually starts the play fights and ends up winning them, but on the other hand she grooms him the most. I don't know how to feel about it but they will also play fight on top of me lol. I've never had two sibling cats before, but in my opinion they seem to adore each other and are together frequently.

Now about the mother. I asked the case manager about the history for them, and I was told that she got them from another house that had about 10 cats. She said she doesn't know the age of the mother, if she got her shots, or even if she /was/ the birth mother of the kittens. I didn't know about other females choosing to nurse another female's kittens? Some time after I arrived (like 2-3 weeks?) the mother started to push away the kittens to stop nursing. I thought that was fine but then it just didn't stop. Now whenever she is around the kittens she growls, and if they get too close she screams loudly and tries to bat them away. Not in a way to try to hurt them though. She also just looks anxious in general and tends to walk slowly unless she's running away from the kittens. Another part is that at first she let me pet her but now she also growls at me when I come close unless I'm feeding her. She also really likes to eat the kitten food (I take it away from her)? My thinking was just that she really needed to be spayed and that might fix the problem, but I don't know for sure. Since it's small in here and there is already so many humans and cats, I'm thinking that it might be best to bring her to a no kill shelter and hope there is room for her. I truly believe she is a nice cat, but I think she's just frustrated right now, and it hurts me to watch her not be able to be herself. I just wish I could give her a better home and care immediately, but I don't have the means in any way to do that currently. I feel so bad. Plus I keep getting so worried on how I'll be able to get her into a carrier! I asked the case manager if she could help me but she "is scared of animals" and "wouldn't even touch her". This is coming from the person who brought them here...? I hope now you see why I felt the need to help these guys 🙃 Anyway for the mother's name, I usually just call her Mom or Miss.

I am attaching pics of everyone (Mom is last pic) Do you think that the mother could give birth to kittens that look like them? I really want to get the kittens to the vet soon (first vaccinations but idk at whatever age they are) but it will make me feel horrible if I don't get something done for Mom first. One thing I didn't say yet was that I actually didn't want to be around cats. A while ago I had multiple tragedies happen in my life, which led to me being homeless and losing my 3 y/o cat I had since he was also a kitten. The way I lost him specifically made me feel like I abandoned him and my soul kinda broke even more from that. Before it pained me to be around or think about any cats because I would just think about him. But the animal lover part of me just didn't want these cats to be unhappy, and when they reciprocated, my heart grew for them. The kittens look at me so strangely sometimes, like just full of love. I've never seen it before but it's like they are looking through me at my soul. Sorry for getting sentimental lol. I think I'm just so worried about them because of my cat before this too. I just can't handle anything happening to them as I am right now.

Long I know but thanks to anyone who reads this all. If anyone has any advice about raising two siblings (so grateful they have each other to play with) or anything I would appreciate it

u/drowsysloth — 12 days ago

How to get『一番星』解放条件

Confused on what the requirements are for unlocking this. Thanks for any help!

u/drowsysloth — 1 month ago

Hello, I've been taking kratom on and off for a couple years now, but I just had my longest stint of almost 2 years (with a break of 2 1/2 months at some point in there). When I had stopped taking it for those few months I recalled barely any withdrawals at all. Stupidly, I went back on it and that continued till 13 days ago.

The reason I started taking kratom was because I heard it was helpful for depression and anxiety. At that time, I was going through many different antidepressants that were either not working or making things a whole lot worse for me. And at first the kratom did help, but I didn't take it for very long the first time because I moved in with my dad to help take care of him. (Yes, I know very well know not to mix kratom with psychoactive substances.)

I then went through a series of losses. My whole entire immediate family. At this point, I was put on a better suited antidepressant for me, but I needed something else to escape the pain. I then moved into a toxic environment and couldn't handle anything about it. I got to taking around 18-20 g/day.

A few weeks ago I was able to move to a bit more peaceful environment, and that's when I decided to finally get off it. At some point the kratom had turned against me, and was causing me to have horrible heart palpitations, shaking, headaches, and probably serotonin syndrome symptoms. I was terrified of going through the withdrawals, but thought it might be easier now that I'm in a better place.

The acutes for the first couple of days were awful. I'm sure you all know how they are. But now that I'm through them, I'm still having not quite as bad but still pretty sickening symptoms. It is extremely difficult for me to eat anything because it feels like my stomach does not want anything in it. When I try, it just makes me feel nauseous and even worse. I had been having diarrhea the past 10 days, but now I feel back to being constipated (from not eating enough?). I don't know if this applies to the withdrawal or not, but a couple days ago I started getting double vision as well. I feel very zombie like, and it's hard to do anything, even things I enjoy.

I just wanted to ask if there is anything I can do to help myself get through this better. I'm scared that because of how much I took mixed with psychoactive substances I caused some kind of permanent damage. If you have any advice for me, I'd greatly appreciate it. (Thanks and sorry for the TLDR)

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u/drowsysloth — 2 months ago

What do we think?

Veil wasn't in this list yet, but if it was, it would be in one of the top tiers for sure (still deciding if it is the Best Misuzu song)

u/drowsysloth — 2 months ago