Ai un vecin prost educat care-și aruncă chiștoacele aprinse direct pe maşina ta. Cât eram eu în parcare ți-a lăsat unul fix pe ștergătorul mașinii.
Edit: MS60RTF* este numarul de inmatriculare.
Hello! Today i’m going to tell you my story.
Five years ago, i tried LSA (morning glory seeds) for the first time. It took three attempts before i got HPPD.
It was a nightmare. I was only 15 and had no one to talk to except some online friends who couldn’t truly understand what I was going through.
I couldn’t tell my parents because they’re completely against drugs. So i was there, trying not to lose my mind while still occasionally taking drugs.
The symptoms appeared gradually after my last trip.
One day I had some afterimages, the next day i also had visual snow and so on. As they kept intensifying over time, i started to panic. Eventually i started doing my research and felt like the unluckiest person in the world.
I kept wondering how i could have HPPD after only taking LSA three times, while other people use MDMA, LSD, DXM, Ketamine and all kinds of other drugs in a very short period of time and end up with no problems.
I kept smoking weed occasionally, drinking alcohol and sometimes i took tramadol and diazepam, but I was freaking out because I noticed my symptoms even more when i used weed and tramadol. Weed gave me DPDR for 2 weeks because it made me extremely anxious sometimes.
I was already frustrated that I couldn’t use drugs anymore, and I thought I would have to stay sober for the rest of my life. I felt like i was too young to be sober forever.
The first year was the hardest. I would wake up every morning with intense anxiety, and from the moment I opened my eyes, all i could see was visual snow.
I believe the human brain is incredible. Even though my symptoms never disappeared and never actually got better ( i also did absolutely nothing to improve my condition ) i simply stopped noticing them.
I still have them, but it feels like my brain automatically filters them out. I only remember that i have HPPD if i consciously focus on the symptoms.
Today, i’m 20 years old and i have a job, i got my driver’s license a year ago, and i can drive.
I can smoke weed without panicking now, but i’ve completely quit substances since getting my license, except for alcohol and nicotine. :D
Edit: Feel free to ask me anything, i will do my best to answer your questions.
I might be exaggerating but i feel like my piercing is slightly crooked. If you look closely on the last 2 pictures u can see the difference. Left side is closer to the tip of my nose and the right side is slightly lower. Piercing is 2 months old. What do you think?
A început să vibreze mașina în mers, atât de tare cât aș fi crezut că-mi cade o roata pe E85 la 80 km/h. Am lăsat puțin volanul liber să văd dacă se mișcă dar nu, cred că vibrația se simte din spatele mașinii.
Am frânat până la 40-50 și a dispărut. Apoi nu s-a mai întâmplat niciodată timp de o lună. Dar azi… prin oraș la 40 km/h a început iar timp de 10 secunde. Nu face nici un sunet, nici o avertizare. Ați pățit așa ceva?
Buna ziua.
De curand m-am angajat la un magazin si tot procesul a fost foarte ciudat. Primele 3 zile m-au chemat sa lucrez fara sa semnez nimic, ca prin minune a aparut si contractul ulterior unde imi lipseste o litera din nume pe o pagina.
Protectia muncii “m-a instruit” cand mutam cutii prin depozit si tot acolo am semnat.
In cel mai fericit caz nu as fi acceptat asa ceva dar o duc destul de prost financiar.
Problema este ca nici macar nu m-au trimis la medicina muncii, dupa 3 zile de lucrat ilegal probabil m-a considerat angajatorul ca fiind apt si a fost suficient. Lasand gluma, ce risc in situatia asta? Imi afecteaza validitatea contractului?