u/el_guerrero98

Im 27

Ive have a chronic neuromuscular condition and have been bed bound for almost 4 years....before that i was dashing for a couple years as my body slowly deteriorated. My limbs went numb, walking became hard, i developed a speech impediment, cognitive function was declining, hand eye coordination was getting worse, vision was getting worse, loss of grip strength and the list goes on....everything overstimulated me and my nervous sytem was messed up

I dont have a highschool diploma and i was supposed to get my GED a long time ago before all of this happened. But im definitely studying little by little rn as cognitive function and my slight "dylexia" is healing.

i do feel a bit better and i have faith ill eventually be on my feet again. Bit it may a be a few more months before that happens, perhaps by the end of the year. I have faith.

But i does it get me worried. How would it look on my resume if i had a 4-5 year gap? Are there jobs that will even hire me? What jobs should i even look for?

I havent played ruby in a while so im not familiar much with hoenn. But bc these games are so time consuming i plan on speedrunning ruby on an emulator using the speed up button but i do want this game to go as quick as possible bc i have so manu errands and deadlines to take care of. Im just running into too many pokemon and i cant figure out who i want on my team.

So far i have Marshtomp, Loudred, Manectric, Swellow, Aron, and a zigzagoon as an hm slave. Ove got zangoose, swablu and makuhita in my pc.

I also cant wait to continue my ORAS journey bc im only in the beginning of the game. I want to play that as soon as possible bc im very impatient lol

This is where im confused...its asking for roms and i already have roms for these games but does it require specific roms from a specific site??

Ive played ruby back in 2011 when a friend let me borrow it. I was a gen 4 kid and i caught up to gen 1-3 pretty late. I only remember catching groudon and fighting the elite four. I dont remember anything else from the game. The last games i played before i stopped was black 2 (2013 for me)

Recently, because ive gotten back into pokemon after 13 years, i picked up pokemon x and alpha sapphire to continue my journey into these new generations i missed out on. I love being able to remember stuff from original games and seeing the updated graphics in remakes. So one side of me is saying "get back into RSE before ORAS to see the contrast" and the other half of me is going "no, play ORAS first BECAUSE you dont remember ruby's story. Itll feel fresh"

This is actually a hard decision for me. I kinda need someone to make the decision for me lol

Edit: before i got pokemon x/alppha sapphire, i had started a new game on ruby and emerald but thats when this dilemma came up

HOW??? I swear New Years was 3 months ago and now. This is definitely not a "time moves faster as you get older" Something genuinely feels off.

I dont even have life fully figured out yet and i understand that no one really does, but life just feels like its rushing me. I wanna relax but what do you mean its already saturday?? I thought yesterday was tuesday. Maybe somethings up with us??? Is it stress???