

Denial after forced NC?
Quit my job a month ago, which caused me to go forced NC with my LO. Of course, as us limerants do, I reached out to her a little bit after and basically got ghosted.
I think I knew when I saw her for the last time that it would be the end, that she didn't see a place for me in her life even as friends. A month into it there are some things that are better, but at the same time, I feel like I'm still in denial. I'm convinced that she's going to reach out to me at some point, that she thinks about me, that at some point soon I'll go back to my old job and see her again, or I'll run into her somewhere and she'll suddenly regret not keeping contact. Even though I know that none of these things are true.
Has anyone else experienced this after NC?