u/excellent-throat2269

Curious.

All those long showers just sitting there trying to convince myself I wasn’t a woman.

All those stops at a red light where I could feel her and imagined myself as her.

All those dreams for the past 2 decades where she told me she just wanted me to love her.

All the time I’ve felt like a fraud in the company of men, gay/straight/cis/trans.

All the times the men in the family naturally gravitate away from me but the women flock to me and discuss women things and I feel right at home.

All those times I tried to have an image of myself in my head but I just see her.

All the times I spoke her name I picked out a decade ago that no one knows about.

All those times I felt like myself with pink nail polish.

Idk what to do.