u/fartyfartnumber2

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just got my blood work

my T level is at 517, and i dont feel happy at all.

I have almost no noticable man-changes, i just got fatter and have a bit darker leg hair.
No facial hair at all, not even random hairs that look out of place, no chest hair or stomach hair(happy trail), no arm hair, my libido has been the same, i still have a period.

IVE BEEN A YEAR ON HORMONES.

genuinely i know some dysphoria is talking but literally im so envious to the point of hate to my other trans mutuals who have physically changes after a couple months. Full bushy mustache after a year, fully dropped voice, arm hair, everything, and im here seeing no physical changes and getting literally misgendered EVERY SINGLE DAY, i always get called they, never he.

Wtf am i doing wrong or what the hell is happening that im not getting the changes these people with the same dose have with me. Im on .26 a week in injections 🫩🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️

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u/fartyfartnumber2 — 9 hours ago

Ive turned my millipedes into blood thirsty beasts

Genuinely Its gotten to a point where when i hold them they start biting my skin and trying to eat me to the point its left marks and it HURTS. My god i didnt realize that i could turn my millies so evil.

All ive done is feed them flakes of my dry and dead skin so they can get some nutrience, and now they are blood thirsty beasts

skin above is provided by my sunburn flaking off

u/fartyfartnumber2 — 3 days ago

millipede oculi swollen??

one oculi is swollen on my boy, the other one is fine, what happened and is there anything i can do to help? is he bouta die😭😭 i cant get a good picture bc is so fast and keeps moving, but ever since rhe inflamed oculi hes been losing his balance more and falling down the dirt if its at too much angle

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u/fartyfartnumber2 — 14 days ago

what do i do bruh ive set up apple cider vinegar around their tank and ive left the full enclosure top open so the flies fly out, but they are just staying in there, i tried to let the soil dry up but they still stayed😭😭😭bro help, they are deadass like getting stuck in my millipedes gonads and legs and i keep having to carefully take them out bc my millies cant get them out😭

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u/fartyfartnumber2 — 17 days ago

Idk if this is black mold but its covering my entire wooden shelf, i didnt realize it for a good while so idk how long ive been living with this, but from when my symptoms started, ive had mold poisoning for two weeks now 😭 ive extremely tired and nauseous all the time, my head has hurt non stop for two weeks, only stopping if i take a bunch of advil, im itchy randomly, and my brain just feels fuzzy.

u/fartyfartnumber2 — 22 days ago