u/fohdabi

Hi guys i need to get this off my chest, i’ve never been rich, i have always made my ends meet somehow. I say this because in the last couple years i started risking any amount i could risk on gambling sites, and so far things have balanced themselves out at the end of the day.

Nobody knows I gamble, and to be fair i understand how bad gambling is and I don’t like it, but in the economy of where i live it’s realistically the only way to make a decent amount of money that you don’t spend on anything that’s necessary for survival.

Today it happened, i just won 12k€ which I know it’s not a sum of money that changes your life but to me is huge. (When i gamble i deposit like 50€ max when i can afford it).
I can’t tell this to nobody so i wanted to get it out of my chest here, what should i do or can i do with this amount?

Hi, i post this here because i just saw this and i know i should not care but i felt the need to get it out of my system.

3 months ago i was suddenly and abruptly dumped by my ex, who wasted no time in giving herself a makeover and going out frenetically with basically everyone she would think of while i was still around( we used to live together).

Basically she dumps me, spend some time together cause she needed to find a place to go because the house we were living in had lots of issues and we had to leave it so i took her to my place. And during that period she looked at her best. Like really she was beautiful.

She is one of those “bad bihs” not in the common sense but, tough, hard headed, relentless and everything else that goes with the concept of being “strong”.

We used to box together and she started developing a sudden closeness to someone in the gym who had a specific surname. This is important because a friend in common we had texted me out of nowhere and basically we hung out. And he told me that he hadn’t heard a lot from her says she is always busy but is always with this girl who was the same surname as the boxing gym guy.

So of course i got curious once her profile appeared through my suggestions as i wanted to see if they were related and she switched me with someone else right away and now his family would be her best friends.

As i was looking through the highlights, i see a story of 20 mins ago in which the girl with the same surname, opens the car door of my ex and gives her flowers.

I saw my ex after 3 months of 0 contact in any shape way or form. And she looked sick, no seriously, she was so thin the only thing she had on her face was the cheeks muscles, her arms looks like just bones covered with skin, her smile was weak, her eyes were dead. She looked awful and even though i am almost over it completely seeing that made me kind of worry about her health, like damn bro she does not look like she’s ok at all.

I wanted to share this and if you guys have some insight or some same experiences i’d like to hear about it.