Sometimes when it hurts this bad I want to do crazy girl shit and spill the real truth.
I want him to hurt more than me
I knew I would end up hurt and I really tried to walk away before it happened but I honestly didn’t know it would be this bad
Life sucks for me why shouldn’t I make his suck worse?
There’s nothing, no life, no connection.
It’s all too empty without you
I melted madly in love with you, I am still and forever in love with you. I miss you. I miss our kiss, I miss our drives with me glued to your side staring at your face and I miss my elevator dance at our murder hotel that I’ll never have again. I miss everything. All I want is you, I’d smile and twirl anywhere for you and our kiss
What’s your best lesson learned from the ending of a long term relationship ?
I am struggling with an empty cup
Looking for bits of wisdom
Let’s hear your psycho AP stories
Maybe hearing some of yours will quiet my inner crazy voice that’s screaming to come out and play 🔪🐰🤣
I feel like a idiot
I knew better
All I got was a bunch of I’m sorry, I love you
Followed by silence
he got everything
Years of daily calls, hundreds of texts and multiple trips, overnights. All the safety and connection I’ve never experienced before and the most open sexiest out of this world sex. Wtf is wrong with me? How could I believe he’d choose me? Now how do I choose myself and walk away from what feel like the only person who sees me and makes me want to live as he tells me he loves me and doesn’t want to lose me but stays with her?
I’m still waiting to hear. I do believe I missed both their calls! My heart is racing.
I am also completely insane thinking maybe this could be exactly what we all need and dreams come true 🤣 where’s my white coat screw the white dress!