Exhausted
Im so tired of feeling this way. Its only been 2 months since the end of June around there. But everyday is a struggle. I've had some good days but the constant worry of if my heart is okay, if my brain is okay or if im gonna die is so tiring. I just want to have my life back. I really feel in a hole and that im never going to feel better ever again and im so scared of that because I do not want to be like this forever. I can't eat a fucking meal normally, I shower only once a week, I stopped going to work. Im so scared this is my life now.