u/gethad

i dont even know where to start. weve been married a decade and i cant remember the last time i felt at peace in my own home. tonight she blew up at me for putting the dishes in the wrong cabinet and i just stood there listening to her scream and i realized i wasnt scared or sad anymore. just numb. so i told her i want a divorce. she laughed and said i was being dramatic and then cried and threatened to hurt herself. classic. i called her therapist and my brother. i feel like a monster but i also feel lighter for the first time in years. i know this is the right call but the guilt is eating me alive. anyone else feel this way after finally pulling the trigger?

we were at lunch and i laughed at something dumb and he just goes that sounds like a cat getting run over. everyone looked at me and i froze. i need something funny but not too mean since we joke around a lot. something that shuts him up for a sec but we can still laugh after. help a bro out please.

i mean i work from home and game a lot so i do spend most of my time inside. but we live on the second floor so it isnt even a basement. he said it in front of our whole friend group and everyone laughed. i just stood there. need something quick that doesnt sound like im trying too hard.

i know i shouldnt be on here but my phone is the only thing thats not moving. everything else in my room has this weird pulse to it. the ceiling tiles are doing that thing again where they sort of ripple. i keep hearing my name but from inside the pillow. tried to tell my roommate and he just looked at me like i was a ghost. i think he knows something i dont. i dont know if i should call my doctor or just wait till morning. last time i went to er they kept me for 4 days and i dont think i can do that again. but also im scared to close my eyes because last time i did i saw the thing with the long arms again. can anyone just tell me it passes. please.