I dont know what to do. On one hand I don't wanna eat because I don't deserve to eat and not feeding myself helps me dissociate on the other I genuinely can't focus and my exam is in 3 days.
The thought of eating myself makes me wanna cry. My bmi is normal I don't deserve to feel sorry for myself like this and what if I'm just looking for an excuse to eat but also I don't wanna fail.
I don't give a fuckkkkk if a normal meal gives me energy and makes me feel good. If I'm gonna restrict my intake I better put something I like in my mouth and also it helps me avoid the feeling of being full so no I don't fucking care.
Yeah he's not a drunk asshole anymore but he's working a boring meaningless job that doesn't satisfy him in the slightest. It's just so pathetic.
God fucking damn is this a US thing ??? States attorney who prosecutes criminals, fucking judges, senators. Shit is sooo weird everyone gotta be friendly everyone gotta return favors. Y'alls system is fucked lol
I thought starving myself would help with anxiety and intense feelings, and would help me dissociate more etc but I'm just so full of rage all the fucking time. Like I can feel my body being full of rage.
It hurts on a whole other level. He was my best friend. How can he throw the same "she's your mom" bullshit people throw at him. Like he understands on a PERSONAL level what its like to go through that shit. I feel so betrayed.
I would have done ANYTHING for him like believe me I'm a very very very loyal friend yet he goes behind my back to tell her where i am. I feel like I cant rely on anybody. This stuff ever happened to you?
People are so mean to me. I don't fit in. I feel like an alien amongst other women I just don't get them but people here are so kind and understanding but in a uwuwuw everything will be fine type of way but it's like someone holding your hand making you feel safe. Idk what this is really idk I'm just sad and people suck but you're really nice so thank you ❤️
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Je suis anorexique et j'ai "économisé" mes calories pour m'offrir un bon repas français. Je ne veux pas gaspiller mon argent et mes calories surtout pour à la fin manger un plat qui est au mieux passable. Je ne me permets de manger ce genre de vrais plats très rarement alors peu importe le quartier je m'y déplacerai.
Merci!
Je suis anorexique et j'ai "économisé" mes calories pour m'offrir un bon repas français. Je ne veux pas gaspiller mon argent et mes calories surtout pour à la fin manger un plat qui est au mieux passable. Je ne me permets de manger ce genre de vrais plats très rarement alors peu importe le quartier je m'y déplacerai.
Merci!
I tried bose QC ultra, SONY xm4.
Bose has terrible anc and beoke after 2 yeara, the Sony was so good but had a hissing sound on the right side and broke after 2 years.
My only priorities are ANC and good durability. I'm tired of buying expensive headphones every 2 years. I'm willing to compromise on sound quality and battery life as long as it's not mediocre.