I think I’m either SD or FN, but I’m not sure how that would translate to swimsuits. I have a long torso and I’m tall, so I’m iffy on the purple bikini bc I think it makes my torso look longer.
I’ve always struggled with making eyeshadow and eyeliner look good on me. There’s weird bumps and planes around my eyes that I feel like a lot of the tutorials I watch don’t have. I feel like eyeshadow under my eye looks too dark because it can fall into the hollow tear trough, and eyeliner doesn’t go in a straight line because of the protruding eyeball sticking out of my orbital bone. I feel like I often look like I have pronounced circles under my eyes. If anyone can recommend any tips or products that work for eye structures like this, it would be super helpful! Or any specific creators that have similar features. Thank you!
My brain absolutely needs routine and a full 8 hours of sleep to feel good. When I was in school or living alone, it was easier for me to have bedtime and morning routines and stay consistent. Now, it seems I have no self discipline living with a partner. We’ve been together almost 5 years and have lived together for a little over 4 years. Ideally, I’d love to be up at 8 am and asleep by midnight.
He likes to stay up late (1-4 am) and wake up late (usually 11 am-1 pm). I work from home most days, so my hours are flexible. He works outside of the home, usually 11:30 am until he gets home around 8:30 pm, although two days of the week he has work at 2 pm and gets home around 11 pm. In my ideal schedule I would love to be winding down for bed around 11 pm but I feel like I can’t do that since we have no time to hang out after he gets home on the late days since he wakes up so late.
Even on the days where he gets home at 8:30 pm, I still end up staying up too late with him because I don’t wanna “miss” anything. We love playing games together or watching hockey (cheering for a west coast team while living on the east coast means games don’t even start until 10 pm and last until 1 am), and my brain feels left out if I go to bed earlier than him and starts thinking about the missed time we could be spending together because we don’t get to spend any time together in the mornings because he wakes up so late! And by extension, I’m having the same routine as him because I get caught in this loop. I’ve talked about this with him and he’s very understanding and encouraging of me having my routines, but for some reason if he isn’t going to bed and waking up early with me, my brain is stuck in this worrying that I’m missing out on quality time. I don’t know why my self discipline is nonexistent now. I end up staying up way too late even though I know that waking up early makes me feel more refreshed and energized, and I feel like I’ve wasted the whole day when I wake up late.
On the few days I will wake up earlier than him and try to get my day going, I still feel like I can’t as well as I did living alone because I’m hyper aware of all the noises I make and scared that I’m disturbing his sleep. I hate being perceived and always love being home alone to be as weird and unmasked as possible (not that I mask around him, it’s just easier when I’m by myself). So I end up not doing what I want to start my day because I’m so aware of being perceived.
Does anyone else have this issue? Please give any advice because I’m tired of feeling like I’ve wasted all the daylight sleeping 🫠