u/glittrrr

what the fuck just happened

uhm.. im not even sure how to start..

im depressed as fuck, transgender, autistic, etc etc and ive been on a downhill spiral for a while now..

i have tried fucking everything i have available to me to the best of my ability to get better, and nothing's helped me so i began dissociating often, disregarding other people, being rude, etc, to a lot of my friends and those close to me. i was planning on suicide last saturday.

I only have a bucketfull of shits i can give, most of them involve self care and self preservation, because dying is bad obviously. but the amount of shits I've given for my friends has depleted so so much over the past 3 years.

it started as a simple group chat over text about adela breaking records with her new album, and i said "all because of tiktok btw" and, i will give initials for these people, LD said "so did malcolm todd" (malcolm is my favourite artist), as if "all because of tiktok btw" was something bad, rude, or something.

then i was chatting to MF who was also involved in the conversation, and LD sent a large paragraph about how everyone is so sick of me being such a bitch to everyone lately, and over the past few years as well". i said "I never said getting popular over tiktok was a bad thing 😭". shit escalated from there.

i gave reason for all my shitty and honestly disgusting behaviours towards them, im trans, my body is the main source of my pain, etc. i had apologised for all of my shit previously because id already been brought up on it by MF yesterday, because she's mainly at the receiving end it all, and I explained that "im sorry, but in reality im not. im so fucking done with everything and I've lost all empathy for others" implying suicide. she proceeded to call me manipulative and such, to say i will change, but not changing.

if it were up to me, I'd change, but that's not the fucking case. i have such a large support network, but nothing I'm offered helps. i had a friend call emergency services to do a welfare check and take me to the hospital and whatnot because i told him i was suicidal. was sitting in there for 6 hours just to be told to take my meds daily at a consistent time to prevent bad thoughts. also my parents were informed of my sh and I was put on a "safeguards" program.

anyway, these friends in the gc were fucking awful. I explained how much I want to die and the reasoning why, i explained why I was so fucked and rude and they just called me manipulative for it, then said "were trying to help but you won't accept it". im not accepting it because it doesn't work, I've tried and tried and tried but they just didn't fucking understand. id hit rock bottom, I've lost all hope, telling me to go see a professional (which I already am, btw) isn't fucking productive. then i got a bit hostile, because that's what fucking happens when you're feelings are completely disregarded and other people think they know what's best for you.

i explained that I've been trying my hardest to get better for so many years, and im stuck and trapped, but they don't care, they expect me to dig out of a fucking superdeep borehole while being covered in lotion. it's just not fucking happening no matter my mindset. then they got rude, calling me sick and, I quote "get some fucking help, you're sick". also told me I was guilt tripping them by saying id rather be gone than be a burden to all of you, when that's just factual information. i want to be gone, that's my peace, then I can finally be free from this fucked up disgusting body.

i hate them all for it.. i get their intentions were good but what the FUCK were they thinking. every single topic they brought up, id already explained, and it continued. I admitted to how much id hurt them and that I wish I could change but I literally fucking can't.

then mid conversation they kicked me out of the gc. there were about 13 people there, about 4 were spectating or rarely got involved, the other 9 were telling me to "get better with the help were giving you", all while actively NOT helping btw

I'm so done, they're so dumb, i wanna end it

don't remove my post please mods

Alrighty, here we go!

For $250 AUD, I definitely got what I paid for.

Their selling point haptic bass is exactly what it was marketed as, giving that extra edge to sub-bass. Although I was expecting a little bit more (yes, I listened with the bass slider all the way up at max volume), I'm certainly not disappointed.

Their overall audio quality is anything you would generally need, without being a picky audiophile. Having no noise cancellation in exchange for a punchier bass, especially for this decently low price point, is totally fair.

The battery, as of about 24 hours of usage, is amazing, still shows up as 100%, probably won't need a charge for another week.

Their build quality is freaking great considering it's almost all plastic. This fabric on the top? So fresh, although I'm scared how they'll turn out after a stroll in some light rain.

The slider is nice, although slightly jiggly and loose, but that's not an issue for me. Ear cups are decent, although I'll have to buy better ones to prevent leaking (they leak quite a lot) and wear. Comfortable to wear for many hours at a time, but will need readjusting after a while to reduce strain on your ears and head. Tracking? Yes, great, but I'll never take them off to lose them!

Worst part is the native app, horrid UI but the personal sound profiles are nice.

Best bass headphones on the market, although other models do slightly better over all. Personally, they're the holy grail although I enjoyed the 1080 ANCs noise cancelling just a little more.

9.2/10.

TLDR; exactly as marketed.

look at what they do to us

im so lost wtf

WHY ARE THEY GREYED OUT

is this a scam?

what music taste would kashi have?

Crusher Evo review

any correlation?