mom beat me, i want to leave but can’t
as mentioned… she ripped out hair and left bruises. later she felt sorry and apologised, but when i cried she said i was ‘too much’ and should just be normal.
anyhow she’s been apologising for a day or so, acting very sweet. But this happens ever few months, she gets really angry, cries, and then shoves an apology down my throat until the cycle continues again.
I just want to leave the house, but my dad is a serial cheater and he has given my mom some obvious trauma. I’m scared they’ll end up fighting and may even get separated or smth if i make a big deal out of this. I have a younger brother. I cannot let that happen if i can prevent it.
I don’t really have anywhere to go either cuz we just shifted to a completely new state and i have no friends whatsoever. A pair of grandparents are dead and the other lives in a very joint family like situation, where two cousins of mine will be studying for Re-NEET so obviously i won’t be appreciated there.
Although worst case scenario i will end up going there. i leave for college soon anyway.
just looking for advice on what to do. thanks for reading.