u/hakensaw

Im just curious if thats what they mean because i dont have any doctors to ask

Maybe im at a massive disadvantage because im introverted and i lack social skills. I get lonely a lot and thus get very very depressed about it. Idk why it's so hard to learn how to be sociable and how to make friends.

I wonder if life is for extroverted people who just know how to be people persons. Maybe theyre happier.

i hope i die soon. it's so lonely being me.

i'll admit that most i do on social media is consume content. so i can kinda learn how to make videos or posts like theirs. but most of the hirings i see require one to have experience with other people, and i dont know if i can lie my way into it.

I feel so lost in life. Idk whether the choices i make and the path im heading will even lead to happiness and contentment. Idk if i'll ever get rid of the feeling of despair and suicidal ideation. It feels so much easier to just end it all. No more pressure, no more disappointments, no more failures. Im just a mistake to my parents anyway and my past is far too fucked up already. I wish something bad would just happen to me and that'd be the end of it.

Hi i am currently working as a medical technologist in a hospital. I work from 2pm-10pm on most days. I have experience in data entry, graphics design, and social media management. I'm looking for a flexible side hustle wherein I can opt to not work if it clashes with my main job since sometimes i have night shifts. If you have any offers or questions, just dm me.