u/headpatgiver123

I want to adore you. Absorb you. Keep you. Protect you. Own you. Love you. Drown you in affection. Praise you. I want to mark you with my scent. To hold you tight and close so that we may merge souls. I want to cherish every beautiful smile you have. To feel the joy in every laugh you make. Be the song that I can dance to forever. The vessel for my love, so that my affection can have a home. No more fitting an ocean into a teacup. I will never let you go.

I wish we could dive into each other. Know every anxiety. Understand the meaning behind each bit of silence. To know each other's emotions and cradle them tightly. To always crave each other's presence. To desire each other's scents like oxygen. To have each other's touch be the warm and secure blanket we always wanted. Be lost with me in our sea of peace. I miss that feeling. I miss that connection. A safe place where mutual obsession can evolve. Where we can care as deeply as we were meant to, express our emotions, understand our intensities, and douse ourselves in affection & reassurance. A place where we do not worry about being too much, but a place where we can feel fulfilled about being met halfway. My sweet property to keep and protect. One day it will exist within my grasp.

Stay hydrated.

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u/Aggravating_Art_8563 MY FRIEND MADE THIS!! She gave me permission after hers was taken down on another sub because she is kinda dumb

I've had a silent ache in my heart for some time. In the last couple of days, it has been stronger, louder, and more invasive. I keep clenching my head and chest in an attempt to cradle the pain. Thoughts about hurting myself have been resurfacing. I want to scream, but when I open my mouth to do so, it suddenly feels pointless. I have not been liking myself. I have struggled being kind to myself. It hurts. My mind is so loud yet so quiet at the same time.

I want to smother you in affection. I want to cling onto you. I want to keep you all for myself. I want to be each other's safe place. I want to cradle your heart. Just let me love you. Let me caress you with warmth and understanding. Be the willing target for my love. It feels so empty having no suitable outlet. Suffocating. I want a home for my intensity.

It exhausts me so much to suppress my feelings. To hide how needy & clingy I can be. To shackle the care & affection that my heart yearns to give. Silencing my desires to be loved back. Muffling my cravings for reassurance & security. The unease bounces around inside of me every day, aching similar to having a pebble in my shoe.

My soul cries to unravel and be mutually embraced as is. To no longer be an ocean forced into a teacup. I wish I could just let go. I wish I could exist.

It exhausts me so much to suppress my feelings. To hide how needy & clingy I can be. To shackle the care & affection that my heart yearns to give. Silencing my desires to be loved back. Muffling my cravings for reassurance & security. The unease bounces around inside of me every day, aching similar to having a pebble in my shoe.

My soul cries to unravel and be mutually embraced as is. To no longer be an ocean forced into a teacup. I wish I could just let go. I wish I could exist.